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It's starting to make sense..

Now that I have drawn the conclusion of these strange events, I've pulled the 'fun' out of it. I know that I can't stop now though. I try looking around for answers or clues. Why were these clips constantly playing anyway?

It might be wanting me to get answers, because they may be memories. OH! It may want me to link these events together for me to try finding the answers. I might just be missing the old me...somewhere deep down, but I may not be able to acknowledge it now, because I'm yet to discover what happened and what is to happen to me. Now, because there is no one else fighting this battle with me....it may also be referring to the fact that I should learn to love myself, before I lose myself and my sanity. I have only myself....I must learn to accept my flaws and turn them into my strengths so that I can make decisions with a clearer mind as I continue this journey. I can only trust myself once I accept and love myself, just the way I am.

Now, I'll try and watch these clips and assess the order they're played in and see if they make sense. 

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I found a few of them familiar in some way...although I couldn't comprehend one of them. It was the one with a man yelling at me. I couldn't see his face so I couldn't figure out who it was...

Why was he yelling though....

Anyway, as I was thinking and trying to deduce some conclusions...I saw a pretty butterfly approaching me and I smiled for the first time since I'm here. I was distracted for a moment before I got a strong headache, like I was hit in the head by someone. I have not eaten anything and neither have I drank water. I was way too tired to think why I got the headache and before I knew it, I fell asleep. 

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"Hey beautiful! I got this pretty necklace for you. Tell me if you like it!", said Nate, as he sat on the sofa with me. I take it and it had a pretty butterfly as the pendant and it was the prettiest thing I had laid eyes on....

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I wake up gasping and sweating. I saw that necklace earlier and Gramma gave it to me. How did I know his name? Nate? Was he the man yelling at me in the clip? What a weird dream!! 

I get back to assessing the clips to see if it was the same man. When I checked, he did have the same build...his voice sounded the same too. So why did he want me to get out?? 

It was night time. There were approximately 9 clips playing on repeat. From what I can understand, that necklace has a significant part to play in all of these events. It's just an assumption though. 

A loud noise startled me. I looked up to find that the clips stopped playing. I noticed a bloody trail of footprints on the ground. I was hesitant but I needed answers so I was ready to risk it. 

I take a deep breath and start following the trail....

I needed to know where I was heading, just to make sure I don't fall into a pit or into nothingness. With the moonlight as my only source of light, I continue to walk while being careful. 

I walk for awhile and realized that this could just be an animal's footprints....because the footprints were not exactly a human's. But what made me curious was the fact that it wasn't there before. 

As I'm walking, I try to decipher the noise, from earlier. I'm not sure what the source of noise was. I was startled and didn't think of assessing what exactly the noise was. Although, it sounded like something fell. 

 I tripped and almost fell on my face. Good thing I have good reflexes. I can't seem to understand what this place is and where exactly I was. 

I stopped walking the moment I spotted something. I looked up slowly to find a huge figure of some sort. It stood still and was magnificent that made me think it's a building. I start walking very slowly...before something or someone hits me so hard and knocked me out of my senses...