blue hour | tokrev oneshots & scenarios - revamped

never leave you • manjiro sano

angst  (manga spoilers!)

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what did he do to deserve this?

she thought.

he lost so many loved ones.

and he didn't even showed his pain once.

so why?

tell me,what did he do?!

the girl cried in silence at her room,tears falling down her cheeks. her h/c hair moved in sway,as the pale moonlight lightened its way up to her room. sobs were heard at the room,and she don't even know if her boyfriend can hear it.

she was tired of seeing him depressed like this. not to mention,he leads a criminal organization. why did he have to cope with his pain like this? making a stupid criminal organization so he can cope with his pain?

was killing people his happiness?

she cried harder at the thought— no. mikey would never kill someone. he only did this because he's broken.

did he?

more thoughts filled her mind,its not like she wants to break up with mikey,she was just tired to see him being so cold around her.

cold around his girlfriend.

used to be his girlfriend.

if you're confused right now, let's start all the way to the top.

y/n had known mikey for twelve years. throughout those years,they have developed feelings for each other and started dating. their relationship was doing great— until it snapped.

he lost everyone.

shinichiro,baji,emma,izana.

throughout everything that happened to him,he disbanded toman for their own safety. and so he lost everyone.

he started being cold to y/n,like they were only friends. y/n took this as a sign to leave him alone for a moment because of all the bad things that happened to her. she was expecting he'll come back to her once he have healed,but no.

he never came back for her.

so,worrying, she came back to him only to be treated like a stranger.

he changed.

he was eating less,sleeping less, and even started a criminal organization.

he didn't treat her as a girlfriend at all.

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next day.

another day of suffering. she rose up from her bed and went straight to the kitchen,making herself breakfast and getting ready for the day. she headed towards bonten's hideout and saw numerous lifeless bodies,she looked away in disgust and made her way to Mikey's room.

she entered and saw her boyfriend drinking wine,his eyes was blank as usual.

"good morning mikey!" she forced a smile to her face,while he just looked at her.

"ok."

she cleared her throat since she wanted to continue her conversation with him, "how are yo-"

"leave me alone."

that sentence stinged y/n's heart,her eyes quickly widened—

she'd had enough.

"why?" she asked. mikey was a little plastered to the question but keep himself calmed.

"because I don't need you."

"yes you do." he stared at her,who was near in bursting tears.

"no, I don't. you're useless." he blankly replied. "im not. if I don't stay here, you're gonna kill yourself."

"what?!"

"can we just stop this play,mikey?! ask for help dammit!"

"what are you talking abo-"

"you clearly are broken and you're trying to cope with being a criminal. seriously?! what the hell is that kind of copeness?! are you dumb, can't you see that im here for you?! if you truly care for me,then stop this non sense and live a peaceful life!"

"what kind of nonsense are you saying,l/n? if you hate me that much and think im dumb,then leave me alone you fucking asshole! I don't need you! I don't love you! i hate you with all-"

"no. im not gonna leave you."

".."

"even if you become a mass murderer." she smiled at him. "you're not doing this because you wanna be a delinquent,right? you're doing this because you're broken. you need love. and that's why i cannot bring myself to leave you. I'm sorry i couldn't be with you at your hardest times,mikey."

"y/n......" his eyes were the same when you first saw him cry. he was back.

"thank you....y/n."