Without Her

Chapter Two

Once I was back home, in Piedmont, I went directly to Mabel's room.

I wasn't even thinking.

I just turned the door knob and went inside.

Her smell hit me in the face. Oh- how I missed her strangely natural fruity smell.. I sat on her flashy but surprisingly soft bed. I rubbed my hand against the trillions of colors and bright flashy sequins. How the heck could she sleep on sequins?

My eyes wandered to her bulletin board near her bed. There was a picture of her and her weird friends, Candy and Grenda. Then I saw was a picture of me and her as children and a picture of Waddles... But underneath the bulletin board caught my eye.

A box marked "Memories and trinkets!"

I opened the lid.

More pictures- and stickers.. Her diary! No.. I couldn't. Could I? Not yet.... A time capsule....

Then I found a piece of paper labeled "Bucket List :)"

1. Fall in love.

2. Go to Paris and wear a fake moustache

3. Go to prom

4. Get married

5. Watch Dipper get married :)

6. Create my own language

7. Successfully bedazzle my whole body

8. Be a fabulous movie star

9. Find Santa

10. I can't think of anything else... Oh well!

I sadly smiled, putting back her things. I would go through other things but I am getting tired...

Next thing I know I wake up in Mabel's bed at 3:00 AM, still in my suit, screaming. Then I realized where I was and what happened... And my dream. I started sobbing hysterically.

I had to do something. I have to have her back..

No. No. I can't let the whole world suffer just so I can be happy.
Is it okay to burn just to keep other people warm?