You stared at Jungkook as he lay on your bed, sleeping peacefully. Some stray hairs falling on his face, covering his eyes. His swollen eyes.
You sighed, letting your fingers caress his face. His soft skin teasing you, caressing you too on its own, special way.
Your heart pounded faster as you let your finger slide on his face, careful not wake him. Your love for him was too much, it hurts already. Kneeling beside the bed, you put your face close to his and watched him sleep.
As your eyes traveled from his eyes, down to his nose and finally to his lips, you suddenly had this urge to kiss him. Smiling a little, you slowly went closer and let your lips touch his lightly.
At that brief moment, you forgot everything and it was as if the world vanished, leaving only you and him. But when you felt him parted his lips under yours, you immediately pulled back and waited to see if you woke him up.
You breathed a sigh of relief when he didn't.
Lying beside him, you gently put your hands around Jungkook and, feeling his warmth under your arms, drifted to sleep.
You opened your eyes slowly while your hands traveled on the empty spot beside you.
So, he left already?
Your hands felt something as it glide down the mattress. You took the piece of paper and opened it, reading the note silently.
*Y/N, sorry, I had to leave early. I didn't wake you up because you looked tired. Thanks for listening to me. I'm so glad to have you as my friend. - JK*
You hadn't realized that tears were beginning to fall while you were reading. You only noticed it when a tear dropped on the paper, smudging the ink, making it unreadable.
The note made last night's memories come crashing down on you. The way Jungkook knocked on your door and how you found him crying outside your door.
Heart breaking for him, you let him enter, even if you knew it means heartbreak for you. You listened to him as he told you about how his girlfriend fought with him again and how he's hurting with their relationship. You remembered how tears escaped your eyes as you watched him cry, not only because you feel bad for him, but because you feel bad for yourself.
Why do you have to love someone who couldn't even recognize your feelings?
Sobbing hard, you crushed the piece of paper in your hand and threw it across the room, feeling angry at Jungkook. Angry about how he's so naïve about you. How he would just come into your place just to tell you about how he's hurting with his girlfriend.
But, even though you're angry right now, you know that the next time Jungkook came knocking on your door, you would let him enter again without second thoughts.
