𝕀𝕟 𝕙𝕚𝕤 𝕖𝕞𝕓𝕣𝕒𝕔𝕖【Yandere! Hawks X Male! Reader】

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟙𝟚: 𝙍𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙡𝙚𝙛𝙩 𝙧𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙨

Your P.O.V

My hands knitted between his hair as his head layed on my lap. His hair was rough but soft at the same time
His sleeping expression reminded me of how I used to do this to my mother when she was stressed
I let out a sigh

Since when am I friendly to Hawks, the number two hero
"I could kill you right here and right now" I spoke just into the air

This bird man... I love playing around with him. He seems to have some kind of attachment to me, but I can't say it's the same for me
I just want to give him sense of comfort and than SHANK he's my puppet
Just imagining what I could do with a puppet such as this gives me tingles!

I giggle a little. The authority I have right now is almost unlimited!

The bird suddenly moved which made me flinch and break out of my thought. God, now that I think about it, I hate physical contact so fucking much

I stood up, letting go of the sleeping male and went to the kitchen
I figured I might as well make myself some ramen. It's around midnight now and no way in hell am I gonna sleep with this fucker in my house

Once the midnight snack was done, I brought it to the same room I was in before only to see the dude wide awake
"Why did you leave" his voice was raspy and... It had an unpleasant undertone. His golden eyes reflected the light of the moon, making his look slightly frightening. But I'm not the one in danger here, am I?
Besides, I don't have a reputation on the fucking line

I showed him the bowl "I was hungry"
He hummed "at least say something, I thought you'd leave or plan something"
I shook my head

"Though, talk about leaving. When will you leave?" I asked him as I sat down on the ground to eat in peace. He sat on my bed so where else was I supposed to eat
"Leave," he thought for a second "I wanted to show you that I mean no harm"

I was beyond confused at this point
He sighed "look, I don't want to give you out to the heros or the police. But I don't know why"
I ate the noodles still with a little puzzled expression "and you want me to tell you exactly what? I'm not a therapist, I have no fucking idea" I glared at him

He sighed "did you do something to me? Couz I could bust you right now but I don't want to"
I hummed "that's good, 'couz I'd kill you even before you'd touch me"

"Ye- wait... What's your quirk again?" He asked
"Why the fuck would I tell you, hero scum. Anyway, I want you gone now, I've had enough and I think you did too" I put the half empty bowl down and stood up. But he didn't even flinch

"I won't leave you, not anymore" he spoke, his tone dark
"And why is that, chicken nugget?" I crossed my arms
He stood up and walked towards me. Instinctively, I backed away from him until my back was met with a wall. I dunno, something connected with childhood trauma probably

His hands landed on my shoulders as he stared me down. His eyes were like hunter's
"Do you know what they'd do to you if they'd find you out? You're safe as long as you're with me"

I looked him up and down. Was this fucker serious?!
"You really go from zero to hundred really fast don't you. Listen here, I do not tolerate people like you. Stop sticking your beak into other people's lives, I can handle myself" I grabbed the collar of his shirt, growling into his face to show that I don't submit like some pup
Bad idea...

His fists clenched harder on my shoulders. One of his hands then let go but grabbed my face instead and pulled me slightly forward, then back to the wall but faster and harsher
And before I could do anything, I'm out cold. This bitch hit my head against the wall

I should've killed him when I had the chance
I know I wanted to play around with him, but that was a bad choice...

Hawks' P.O.V

Shit... My fucking emotions got the best of me
I sigh, holding the boy who was out cold just like that. I didn't mean to do this, I didn't mean to hurt him, I don't want him to hurt even though the crimes he committed were serious
What the fuck is wrong with me...

I took the boy into my arms so one of my hands was under his knees and the other was on his shoulder blades. I couldn't leave him here for himself, not now, not ever again
So I'll take him to my house, and take care of him

He looks so peaceful for a monster right now... I'm starting to doubt he did those murders... But then again, I literally saw him commit the last one

I left the apartment and went straight to the roof. I can't let anyone see me carrying him just yet, so we'll just fly over to my place
Why wings brought us up to the sky instantly when I got on the rooftop
The sky is always a place for me when I seek comfort

Now that I think about it... I don't really know why my brain got so infatuated with this boy in the first place
Was it the courage to murder and make it look like a riddle? Was it the fact that he even called out to me during one of his murders? Was it that he was completely free and since my freedom got taken away, I don't want it to happen to anyone else?
I don't know
I don't know...

But it's eating me up from the inside. Something screams 'you have to protect him' inside of me and for once, I think I'll listen to it. Don't get me wrong, Y/n is pretty looking so I ain't complaining... I'm just confused, all of this is happening so fast

As we were flying to my mansion, I got some time to get my rights right and lefts left. Y/n was as quiet as a mouse and stiff as a stick; sometimes I doubted he was even alive
But he is. He is well, from now on
This is alright and safe with me