Thoughts @00:00 o'clock

i am sick and tired

I am sick and tired of people just seeing me as a girl with baggy and fatty body....
I am sick of people constantly reminding me how powerless and help less I am...

People just see my this potato body but they don't know anything about my dark history or eating disorder....

Why the hell people think that I need their free advices or suggestions about my body..... Who are they?????

I just want to runway from my own self and from this dark reality...

Why lie I am really hating myself right now these days ....and I don't want to do anything about it...

Fuck these shitty people...