Our maknae

CHAPTER 4

JK pov

***********************************************************************************************  dear dairy,

Things were not going great.....hyungs were ignoring me,bang pd was on a vacation so I was  not attending hospitals (as I didn't wanted to cause any burden on him by the bills),due to all the stress and exhaustion I was not getting time to study, I was facing panick attacks daily bit luckily hyungs didn't found out about them and nor about my asthma
Their was no one to whom I can share my problems
Bang pd did call me on phone but I didn't said anything about hyungs beacuse after all 

I love them

they are my family

24/11/2017
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After Expressing myself to my favorite person I went to sleep.After my parents death I was in a habit of writting a dairy because this is the only one thing I can talk to without judging  me and will listen to my problems patiently
After 5 min of nap I was awake with  a loud sound of  hitting on the door and i could  make  out that it was  yoongi hyung shouting my name
"JEON JUNGKOOK! .....YOU BRAT! OPEN THE DOOR NOW "

Honestly speaking I was scared to death by that voice 
After i joined bts i have never seen yoongi hyung  shouting 
he would never come near to room and will always just observe me from far
"JEON FU*KING JUNGKOOK OPEN THE DOOR"
i was snapped out of my thoughts ,petrified and unlocked the door 

when suddenly yoongi hyung entered my room and 



slapped me 

  he help my collar from both of his hands
"JEON JUNGKOOK HOW COULD YOU DO THIS "

I was just shocked.....I didn't do anything that will piss him off to that extinct
"H-hyung w-what a-are you t-talking a-ab-"
"JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP....YOU THOUGHT I WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT HAVE YOU DONE.........
HOW  CAN YOU DO THIS?..........WHY THE FU*K DID YOU BREAK MY GUITAR  WHEN YOU KNEW THAT  IT WAS GIFTED BY MY LATE MOTHER AND HOW PRECIOUS IT WAS TO ME "

I was not believing what my ears  heard how can someone  break that when we knew how precious it is to him
"Bb-ut h-hyung I didn-"
"ENOUGH,THIS BASTARD NEEDS TO LEARN A LESSON "he left my collar
"JIN HYUNG! HE WOULD BE DOING ALL THE HOUSEOLD WORKS FROM  CLEANING DISHES TO CLEANING BATHROOMS,WASHING CLOTHES... EVERYTHING...............AND IF I SEE ANYONE HELPING HIM THEN IT WOULD NOT BE GOOD FOR THEM...........TELL THE WORKERS THEY ARE GETTING A LEAVE FOR 1 MONTH "
"B-but h-hyung r-really didn't d-do it-" I said with tears rolling down my face

SLAP

"DON'T YOU DARE LIE"with that he and hyungs left the room  expect jimin and v hyung they closed the door  started to laugh aloud 
"How pityful we were the one who did it and he was the one at blame ....hahaha.."Jimin hyung said
"Really I was controlling my laugh when yoongi hyung blasted on him"v hyung said

"Why?"I said in a faint voice that's when they stopped laughing
"What are you saying bastard.....,.say it on our face"
"I SAID WHY DID YOU DO THIS "
"Raising your voice huh"v hyung said

started to kick me in my stomach  he stopped when he saw blood coming from my nostril 
"he is really very delicate,just some beating and his body couldn't handle it huh ................... but i must say that it is a great stress reliving activity........i think we will need him  frequently"taehyung said with a smirk on his his 
"really......i also wanted to try"jimin hyung said crossing his arms
"don't worry jimin we'll come back tomorrow"tae hyung said and they both left 
i was a mess,blood was coming from my nose i  was laying on the floor holding my stomach it felt like someone was continuously hitting it with a hammer,my hands were shaking..............
"what did i do to deserve this"was the only thought that was going on my brain

after 5 hours i woke up it was near about 3 in the morning  i didn't know when i fell asleep..... maybe due to the crying i got exhausted 
i got up from the floor to wash up when i saw myself in the mirror I got a flashback of   what happened yesterday .....tears started to flow again  i washed my bleeding nose and went for the cleaning of house.....
i cleaned all the rooms,washed the dishes and the dirty clothes my work got finished when i realized it was time for my school i went back to my room to change my clothes.....and came down from my room when i saw jin hyung in the kitchen 
'oh shit.......i forgot to make breakfast for them......now he's probably gonna blast on me 'i mentally cursed myself
i was just standing their looking down when i heard him saying"don't worry they're not  gonna eat food made by you soo leave........brat"i was just standing their 
"watch the clock"
thats when i realized i was late for my school and rushed out of the droom
'am i that bad that they cant even have food made by me'i decided to shrug this thought out as i wanted to focus only on studies..

jin pov 
when i came out of my room.....i saw the whole house cleaned up the dishes,clothes ,bedsheets ,curtains evrything was on its place and then i saw jungkook going back to his room
'this brat is really good at cleaning'
i went to the kitchen and saw their was no food made and started to cook and then i saw him running down the stairs and standing still looking down 
i think that he thought  that i would scold him for not making food  i......i felt bad.....whatsoever he is still a kid we can't give him soo much burdern then i got reminded of  what he did to yoongi 
'how can i pitty such a emotionless person he deserves it'.....but its true the boys wouldn't have the food made by him so i told him directly i could see  the disappointment on his face and with that he left 
slowly and slowly the members woke up and all were surprised by the work done by him expect yoongi he was still angry and its naturally  to be soo.....i gave a sign and went back to work 
'he's a brat i should not at all think of him'

jjk pov
my day was not at all good i had a whole 1 hour of scolding from my science teacher because i dozed off into sleep due to exhaustion......i didn't have friends at my school because  i am always silent and no one notices me.....when i came home i saw jimin and tae hyung angry 
'oh my god now this is not at all a good sign'
i was on the way to my room when jimin stopped me and puched me..........he was just continuously hitting me after sometime he and tae  hyung left without saying a single word tears coming out i was just about to open the door when i saw yoongi hung he just punched me in my stomach where jimin hyung did 
"i will never forget what you did"
with that he left i locked my room and started to cry out silently due to all the crying my breathing became superfast............and then  i was not able to breath  then i realized i was having an asthma attack i rushed to my closet and took my inhaler out had 2 to 3 puffs till my breathing became normal.....this was my first time having an asthma attack tears flowing like flood from my eyes 'what did i do to deserve this'
--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------hope you all are doing good 
stay safe and  healthy 
thanks for reading 
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