Our maknae

CHAPTER 8

jungkook pov 

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dear diary 
i just can't beleive what happened today first the lunchbox in the morning and now an apology from jin hyung like can there be any other reason to be happy 
i feel like hugging every person i meet...finally there is someone who accepted me in the group 
and you know what the best part is we even exchanged our numbers ...he said he will pick me up and drop me to school everyday....god it just doesn't feel real 

but in all this there is still some questions that is bothering me........

"will others also accept me??"

"can i share my personal things and talk with him now or is it too early?"

5/01/18

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writing my diary i went to sleep 
as usual i woke up 3 in the morning to do work but i don't think today is a good day....i already slept so late at night due to which i am unable to complete my sleep since 3 days 
and now as its effect i am having a sever head ache....thank god i already purchased some medicines for it
i took some pills from drawer and went to the kitchen to take some water,just when i took the medics i was slatered by seeing jin hyung coming out of his room 'oh god...please he didn't notice me taking medicines..did he ?'
he came straight to me  with a straight face and said angrily"jungkook why did you woke so early?"
"uhh...nothing I....I  just....just wanted to drink some water"
  i could see that his frown slowly going off
"ohk "he said with a smile,i was just passing by when he continued "jungkook if you feel worse tell me i,ll take you to see a doctor or else please take care of yourself.....i know its too early for you to talk to me....but please take care of yourself"he said with a smile....i don't know what kind of feeling was this  but it was the first time with him when i felt safe,assured, i felt like i could talk to him  without any judgment......"hyung..... i have something to talk to you...are you free?"
he simply nooded ....we went to dinning table 
i told him everything from my mom to my asthma expect the behaveiour by jimin hyung and taehyung hyung because it will unncessary cause trouble in the team.......after the  talk he hugged me again apologized ...i could clearly see the hurt in his eyes...we parted the hug by a ring of doorbell....jin hyung went to the door  to answer and came back with a shocked face 
"what happened hyung? is everything alright "i asked 
"my grandma passed away... i need to go Gwacheon"
".........sorry for your loss hyung"i said softly so that it doesn't sound rude 
"I..I... I should leave now..the last train  to  Gwacheon  has still 30 min to come "he said by seeing his watch.he ran upstairs and packed some random shirts and trousers and came down in panic....."jungkook i need to go...i  am sorry i won't be their for you-"he was cutted by me"hyung don't worry about me....you now need to be your fathers strength...its your time and don't worry about me i still have you"i said with a bunny smile "i am not having a good feeling about this..i really wish i could take you with me but the situation is like that,it would not give any good...sign.....remember to take medicine everyday....and see a doctor if you feel worse,and i hope it never happens but if you have any attack call pd nim he is still in town....and don't forget to call me everyday..is that clear jungkook- are you even listening?"he said in one breath"hyung atleast remember to breath in between the words... don't worry i'll be fine..you should goo only 15min are left annd give message when you arrive"i said with  a bunny smile 
with that he left....and i became alone once again not that it was his fault, but the situations are like that.....now i think even god doesn't want anyone to love me ,or to make them stay by my side

jin pov 
'why does it not feel good to leave him alone'
with that i sitting in the train fortunately the train was delayed by 10 min and i was able to board it...while sitting their i droped a message in the bangtan group 

jin: hi boys i.... due to my grandma death i had to urgently leave for Gwacheon...sorry i couldn't inform you early actually i myself got the news now..i'll be back in 2 to 3 days,till then please manage by yourself....sorry

bts yoongi : No problem hyung ..we'll take care of everything 

bts jimin: yes hyung....we'll take care 

bts taehyung : yes hyung... now i even know how to fold by bedsheets...hehehe

bts hoseok : sorry for you loss hyung 

bts namjoon : don't worry hyung ..take care...i'll inform pd nim 

jin : thank you boys 

 how can i not worry jungkook is alone on his own and the worst part is the members don't treat him nicely.. i'll be gone for three days...god knowws if he eats properly....god please take care of this little bunny 
i suddenly got an idea ..i took my phone out and message namjoon privately

jin : namjoon : i have a favour to ask from you 

namjoon : yes hung...theres nothing to ask...just tell me 

jin : but you won't question me back

namjoon : uhh...what wrong hyung ..is everything  fine ...why so suddenly 

jin : nothings wrong i want you to give jungkook  heated food everyday...and remember he will always come out after 1 hour when you all have finished..is that clear..will you do this much for your hyung 

namjoon : but why soo

jin : i told you not to ask questions....will you help me or not 

namjoon : but hyung my him 

jin : its ok if don't want to help me.....why does it matter if i thought that you are the only one whom i could trust .....but it's okay

namjoon :  hyung please don't feel that way....i'll do that 

jin : thankyou namjoonie i knew i could trust you 

namjoon : no problem hyung 

 with that i closed my phone and took a breath of relief..atleast now he won't be hungry


AT DROOM

jungkook pov 
i was in room ..when the hyungs entered while talking to each other....after 5 min i could hear yoongi hyung making dinner....1 hour later everyone finished eating and went to their rooms 
when the lights were tuned off after 1 hour i sneakly went down  to the kitchen to eat some food when i saw namjoon hyung standing their with his arms crossed looking at me...i knew you would come....i was soo scared to death that i started to shake"here eat this jin hyung messaged me  to  give you food and that you will come after 1 hour when the lights go off...i don't know why is he doing this,but maybe because of sympathy towards you"with that he left...I  can't help but to be happy ...even though  jin hyung is away but still he cares for him 

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