Arny, My Sleep Paralysis Demon

How Did It End Like This

That darkness began to consume me, I couldn't see anything anymore besides a small spec of light directly in front of me. I finally could feel my legs again and began to walk towards that far off light, I wanted to see Arny again but somehow I knew that I couldn't and I wouldn't be able to see him ever again. I continued to walk forwards tears streaming down my face and the light was in arms reach. I reached towards it with my hand accepting what was happening, I pushed myself forward into the light when I felt a small warmth on my other wrist. It began to pull me back, I wondered what was going on , this had never happened before. I heard the faintest of voices but I couldn't make it out, I tried to focus all of my energy on the small bit of warmth that I felt on my wrist and the far off voices that seemed all to familiar to me.

Still consumed by the darkness I was brought back and could feel the full warmth that was now laced in between my fingers, I didn't want to turn around, I didn't need any false hope. When finally I was spun around and was pulled into the tightest hug. I was in shock and I hadn't quite placed who it was just yet, and then it all hit me at once. A scent that felt like home, a loving touched that screamed familiarity, and soft curls that I felt on my cheeks, I was finally home and I didn't ever want to leave.

After a long while of just being in his presence I finally pulled away and looked into the eyes that I had yearned to see for so long, those dark deep eyes that could capture me for eternity

"I thought that you would never come for me!" Tears burned my cheeks and they fell freely with no intention of stopping.

"How could you think that I would never return to you? Love you are, and will always be, my everything."

Those were the words I had been waiting to hear, he said them with such sincerity. Who would have know that these few words would be something that I would treasure for our whole existence. He cupped both sides of my face while my hands held onto his. He drew me in very close to him, finally closing the gap that was between us. And he's kissing me, his lips were soft and warm, time began to flow past us and then he suddenly began to kiss me harder, deeper, this sensation that I had never felt before very rapidly become something I knew I could no longer live without. I've now had a taste and realized that I will never get enough of him. Our motions and breathing were in synch I pressed my hand to his chest so that I could feel his heartbeat match with mine. He pulled away from me, his lips lingering over mine as both of us took a deep breath just wanting to engrave the moment in our fondest memories. Our foreheads connected as we both just wanted to remain in this sweet and blissful moment forever. He began places kisses all over my face, one on my forehead, one over both of my closed eyes, another on the top on my nose, and last but never least placed one soft one once again against my lips. I wanted to savor the way he made my lips tingle whenever we connected, I wanted to always remember the way his lips fit into mine. He pulled away lacing his fingers in between mine while his other hand softly stroked the crook of my neck.

"You can open you eyes now my love."

I slowly opened my eyes and found myself still in Chris's apartment but he was really here with me, Arny was really here. I threw my arms around him no longer being able to contain the urge to just feel him again.

"I'm so glad that you're really here."

"There is no where in the world I would rather be then here with you angel."

"Angel? That's a new one, what happened to my love?" I brought my hand to push his soft curls away so that I could rest my hand on the side of his face.

He softly leaned into my eyes slightly shutting his eyes.

"Am I not allowed to call you anything else? I was trying to be cute and branch out to new names and you ruined it."

"Geez you can call me whatever you want, quite twisting my words!"

"Hmm whatever I want? How about Hot Lips?" He pushed away a few strands of my hair and started to trace my lips with his thumb, I could tell that I was beginning to physically become warmer.

"Only if I get to call you pookie." I wasn't gonna let him win that one.

"Are you joking? Please do not ever call me 'Pookie'!"

"Haha okay I won't then how about Darling? I realized that I don't have a nickname for you."

"Try for something a little less generic I want it to be something that only me and you can connect with."

I pondered for a moment thinking of what it is that I could call him. Not to mention that 'Love' and 'Angel' are very generic so why does my have to be eccentric.

"How about we get you out of here Angel and then discuss this later?"

"That sounds perfect Pookie!" Arny then picked me up and threw me over his shoulder.

"Like I said please refrain from calling me that!"