I Lost A Friend || Alexbelle Fanfic

Chapter 14 ·Better Than Revenge

                   Me and Jackeline finished our food. We payed the lady and walked out. We started to walk around the city. It was gorgeous. I loved Portland. I wish you were here with me Alex. I wish that you were here, with me enjoying this amazing trip. But no. You aren´t here with me...I felt a tear run through my eye. 

"Oh. Isabelle. Don´t  cry baby!" Jackie said hugging me. 

"Who says I am crying?" I asked smiling. 

"Tears running down your cheeks, phone on hand. Like if I didn´t know you miss Alex, Isabelle. You love him. And he loves you. Why not give it a try?" She asked.

"Let´s not talk about that, would we?" I asked. 

               She sighed and kept on walking. I didn´t want to look at the stores no more. I was tired and depressed. I didn´t wanted to be here no more. Alone. We went back to the hotel. I went back to bed and slep for a bit. I was so tired. I didn´t even think I could be this tired. I looked at the time. 7:30 p.m. Ugh.

"Hey Jackeline!" I screamed, sitting up.

"Yeah?" She asked.

"Want to order pizza?" I asked.

"Yes please!" She screamed.

        I got up and ordered it. Half an hour later, it arrived.

Finally! I was so hungry!" Jackie said and attacked.

 "Well, if your happy I am too." I said and grabbed a piece.

"So,....Has Alex called you or send you a message?" She asked.

                        I sighed. He hasn´t done anything. A call nor a message. She rolled her eyes. She new what that sigh meant. 

"Has he send you a message through Twitter?" She asked.

                         I nodded. We finished our food and went back to the room.

"You take a bath first or I take a bath first?" Jackie asked.

"You take it first love. Mind if I put some Sleeping With Sirens music?" I asked.

"Put all Sleeping With Sirens as you want. But, no Asking Alexandria or you will get us both kicked out of here babe." She said, standing up from the bed.

"I know, I know. Just go get clean." I said.

                        She sighed. She got her jamies and went inside the bathroom. I got my laptop out, my AUX, and my sterio. I can carry all that but I can´t carry a video game. Shame, shame. I got inside Youtube and typed Sleeping With Sirens If I´m James Dean Your Audrey Hepburn Acoustic Version.

"Damn, their titles are so long." I mumbled.

                      I clicked on the video. Kellin Quinn´s beautiful voice started to play. To make the music sound louder, so Jackeline could here, I plugged in the AUX and connected it to my sterio. 

"They say that love is forever! Your forever is all that I need! Please stay, forever with me! Can´t promise that things won´t be broken, but I swear that I will never leave, please stay forever with me..." 

    The lyrics dance all over the room. Getting inside and outside my ear plums. I heard my phone buzz. Oh crap. I went to the little corner furniture thingy, and got my phone. The caller ID was Alex. Ok breath.

"Hello?" I asked.

"Hello beautiful." I heard him say.

      His voice is like floating through a sea of clouds and landing on cotton candy.

"Hey Alex." I said, smiling.

"When are you coming back? I miss you badly." He said, in a sad tone.

"What about Nicole?" I asked.

"Nicole is nothing but in the past. The past is meant to be forgotten, not to be remember love." He said.

"That´s deep." I said.

"I got it from a friend." He said.

"So,...What are you doing?" I asked.

"Trying to make a new song. What about you dear?" He asked.

"And, that song is going to be dedicated to me, right?" I asked.

                  I bit my nail. I´m so nervous in talking to Alex. I am talking to him like if it´s the first time that I talked to him. Maybe the connection is different.

"Of course. It´s for you. For who else would it be? Who is the person that I gave my heart to?" He asked.

                I didn´t answer. I was shoked. Alex never talked like that. Not even to Nicole.

"Who has the key for it?" He asked.

"A girl that loves you as much as you love her." I said.

"And that girl is you,...Isabelle." He said.

                I smiled. I couldn´t wait to see his face again.

"And that guy is you, Alex." I said.

"I can´t wait to see your beautiful face again. With that beautiful, long, black hair that I love when it flows by the wind. And that laugh of yours. Always so charismatic and adorable. I love you Isabelle Fuhrman. You stoled my heart completely." He said.

                 My heart melted. Alex never really talked like that. Never. Not even in his songs. 

"I love you too Alex...Your the most amazing person I have ever met. Always there for me...Supporting me in everything that I have done...I love you..." I said.

              There was silence. I looked at my phone and the call had ended. He just,...He just ended the call without saying,...A....Goodbye? What...Where did I go wrong to deserve something so cruel! I just told him that I loved him with all my heart and he just let the feeling go away after what he told me! I felt tears run through my cheeks. I couldn´t believe something so cruel and unusual. Im not going to cry for somebody who just...broke me...

"Hey Izzie...Your tu- wow....What´s wrong love? You look really pale...Your alright?" She asked.

"Yeah. I´m fine. Don´t worry." I said.

             I got my jamies and got inside the bathroom. The only places to cry is on the bathroom or your dad´s arms. I thought to myself. I didn´t cry. I took my cloths off and let the hot water relax my muscles completely. I was so stressed with the photoshoot,...And more by what just happened. Jackeline turned the music up...Taylor Swift. I got out of the shower and put my jamies on. I took my mascara off my face with towels. Luckily my eyes weren´t buffed up or looking stained red... 

"Isabelle! Come and see, hurry!" Jackie knocked. 

             I got out of the bathroom and went to see what Jackie wanted. As soon I went out, I looked at my laptop and saw that Alex was doing a UStream. Oh god.

"Isabelle. If your watching this. I´m sorry. After what you said, I didn´t know how to react because,...You said you loved me,.. That is the most wonderfulest thing I´ve heard you say...I´m sorry for hanging up on you. Really..." He said.

           My heartmelted, again...Alex,...Didn´t know what to tell me?

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