crazy, stupid, love. || a.yj ✘ j.wy

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Yujin's POV

As I headed to the dining table, I found Wonyoung smiling on her phone. That smile never fails to blow my mind, it's the prettiest one ever, and no one can change that fact. I repeat; NO. ONE.

"Oh, you're here unnie! Come here!" Wonyoung told me while still smiling happily, patting the seat next to her.

She seems like in a really good mood, huh? How I wish I could be the cause of her happiness, her laughs, smiles, and everything 

Forever.

I obliged to what she told me as I did it comfortably, I noticed what were placed in front of me. A glass of water on the left, a bowl of porridge in the middle, and a spoon on the right. 

"He tells good jokes huh?" I asked with a fake chuckle. Possibly (obviously) with fake intentions, and nothing but with pain.

"Bold of you to assume I'm texting him, I was scrolling through and found a lot of cute pictures." She said, putting her phone down to the table.

Phew.

"Good." I mumbled.

"What?"

"Nothing, let's eat now shall we?" I hurriedly thanked for the food and reached for the spoon because DAMN I'M HUNGRY NOW.

"Drink water first." Huh? Why though? I just nodded in response. I don't see how it hurts to do so anyways. I took the glass of water as I took a few sips, but then I noticed at my left with my side eye, Wonyoung staring at me.

Sweats started running down from my head as I took more of it, feeling anxious, nervous, and confused. Like why is she staring at me. Finishing half of the water, I put it back down to the table. My spoon?! Where is it?!

"Wonyoung m-my s-spoon-" 

"I'm feeding you, no exceptions but to agree with me, please?" She pleaded with soft eyes, and with a soft, gentle, passionate voice. God, who would even deny that offer. I responded with a 

"Fine." Then let out a sigh afterwards, in cases like this, she would plead to try and convince me because I keep on declining her offer. Well, knowing how much I love her, wouldn't it be normal for me to panic? But at the same time, she's my best friend....? Argh! What the fuck is wrong with me?!

BUT THIS TIME IT'S DIFFERENT! THE LAST TIME SHE FED ME WERE YEARS AGO, SO LONG AGO INFACT. I'm not ready, send help God. DAMN AN YUJIN CHILL YOUR ASS REAL QUICK, SHE'S JUST FEEDING YOU FOR GOD'S SAKE.

I rarely get sick, which was why. 

"Yay!" She shouted in excitement, along with clapping her hands. I chuckled because of her cuteness, this time, filled with happiness, and only happiness. It makes me want to protect her forever, I want every problem she has to just fade away, anything that bothers her is bothering me. Her not being in my life is going to be the death of me. And that's Jang Wonyoung I'm telling you, and yes, I'm talking about the adorable, cute, kind, bunny one and only Jang Wonyoung. I mean who wouldn't like her? No one. If you don't, you're a crazy maniac. 

At the same time, I have this feeling I'd suddenly do something that would ruin our friendship, for some reason. It's so overwhelming. I really can't just imagine life without her. She's life, my life. We grew up together, it's impossible to just leave her alone. I love her, why would I? Along with that, I never had the guts to confess to her, and never will. Only if I could tell you how much I love you Wonyoung, but then I remember, that you have someone else already, that someone who already has your heart, that captured mine but didn't capture yours, unfortunately. I'm fine with how our relationship is of course, a best friend like her is rare, you can't find someone else like her anyways. Can you? I'm so grateful to meet her, have her, and be by her side. Though it hurts. 

She took a scoop of the porridge, blowed onto it, resulting to steam escaping. I just watched her side profile in delight, making my day even better because of her beauty. Anyone who thinks she isn't beautiful, don't. ever. talk. to. me. Simple. 

"Ah." She opened her mouth wide, signalling me to open my mouth.

I immediately did so. She then put the spoonful of porridge in my mouth.

Once it was all in, she removed the spoon from my mouth as my tongue's senses immediately reacted with the lingering, delicious, delectable taste of the food.

I let out a loud hum as I raised a thumbs up. 

"Good?" Wonyoung asked letting out a giggle after. I nodded and raised another thumbs up once again. When I gulped it all down, she took another spoonful of the porridge, blew on it once again and raised it. I opened my mouth as I knew it would come inside, as she looked at me, a smirk formed on her face.

Huh? I thought in confusion. 

I was about to ask when the spoon started to direct to her mouth, I was about to stop her when it was already placed inside.

"Wonyoung-" I was interrupted with a loud hum as she also nodded in delight.

"HM! I COOK DELICIOUSLY HM?" Wonyoung said with her mouth full as she chewed on it slowly, then gulped it all down.

"Wonyoung, the s-spoon t-though-" S-she's using the same spoon as m-mine-

"HAHA! What are you so surprised for?" She asked as she let out another laugh after.

"Wonyoung-" I was interrupted once again with another laugh, even more high-pitched and louder than before.

It was funny enough to me, making me burst in laughter as well.

The morning continued with us eating and laughing, it felt good to have mornings like this every time, which is also enough for me to say, that this, was the best morning ever. 

Just how I wish every mornings could be like this every day. 

But sadly, it's impossible. Knowing you have someone else.