Yujin's POV
I don't know what to do anymore.
I feel like I'm not living.
I should live my best life. What is this?
What am I doing?
Running down the streets like a fucking hobo, am I fine?
Am I?
Really?
You're used to this, why are you acting like this An Yujin?
Aren't you tired? Tired of constantly holding the pain in, loving her? She'll never, just a quick reminder. You should've done that from the start.
Hold those tears.
Move on.
It isn't worth it.
Be strong.
Dumbass.
Asshole.
Idiot.
Motherfucker.
Stupid.
Loser--
Shit! That hurts, agh!
A gasp, was what I heard after the quick moment of me falling down has passed.
If I could possibly guess, was it out of shock? WELL WHY THE FUCK NOT, I FELL DOWN, WHAT THE FUCK WOULD I EXPECT?
"Are you okay?" The voice, that seems to belong to a guy asked me, as I opened my eyes. My vision filled with the guy in front of me.
But am I? Am I really?
I stood up, hesitating whether I should answer a yes or 'no'. If I answer yes, I would be lying, but it's the only way to also fade his worry away. If I answer no, I would start venting my anger to him, I will, I just know it. I don't even know him, stupid of me that would do that right? So;
"Yes I'm fine. It's fine, I can stand up by myself." I exclaimed, telling him that I can stand up on my own.
"I'm so sorry Miss!" The guy exclaimed bowing down numeral times, does he not know it's fine? I mean it technically isn't, but it's going to be fine anyways.
"I said it's fine, I should be sorry for not looking up, and then I wouldn't have bumped to you." I said, taking a step forward, an indication of a feeling that he shouldn't be worried.
As he slowly raised up his head, I gave him a small soft smile. I then noticed something, his ID.
Ah, so he studies at the same university as me? Hm, I've never seen or met him though?
"Have I met you?" I asked.
"Ah? No, I've never met you before either." He responded, returning back the small smile I gave him.
"Why do you ask?"
"Because we study at the same university." I answered, his face filled with even more shock.
"Really?!" I nodded, letting out a chuckle because of how loud and shocked he is.
"Don't be shocked, haha. What year are you in?" I asked.
"Oh! I'm in the third year! How about you, Miss....?" He said and asked at the same time, trying to ask for my name.
"An Yujin." I exclaimed, reching out my hand to shake with his.
"Nice name, Yujin-ssi! Lee Juyeon is mine!" He took out his hand to shake with mine as well as we shared a handshake.
"Haha, don't call me Yujin-ssi, I feel like a senior when you're older than me. Nice to meet you."
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crazy, stupid, love. || a.yj ✘ j.wy
Fanfiction(#1) in which she started to feel like her heart was going to burst, her stomach has butterflies, and heat creeped up into her cheeks towards her bestfriend. {ONGOING} [HYEFLT? #1]
