crazy, stupid, love. || a.yj ✘ j.wy

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"That was fun! Let's go there some time again Yujin unnie!" 

They went back home went big and wide smiles on their faces, feeling obviously happy. They felt great, really great. Who knew this night would be the best one for Yujin? She enjoyed it a lot with with Wonyoung and she thanks the sky and heavens for it. 

After Wonyoung changed her clothes, she headed to the living room only to see Yujin cooking. What exactly? Wonyoung's comfort food, noodles. 

"Unnie, go change your clothes now! I'm done, I'll cook this by myself!" 

"You sure? You don't know how to cook, you might burn the whole dormitory down." Yujin asked and exclaimed, with a teasing grin, obviously made to tease Wonyoung because of her bad cooking skills.

"Aish unnie! It's just noodles! One of my favorite foods! It's not like I haven't cooked that before!" She shouted, frowning.

"Alright, alright, here you go. Be careful okay! You might burn our dorm and we'll have to pay--"

"Shut up!" 

"Okay!" Yujin finally surrendered on teasing Wonyoung, letting out a bunch of chuckles. She just went on to their room, letting out even more giggles.

Wonyoung finally let out a sigh of relief, then went to the kitchen. She was quite craving for something spicy so this was perfect for her, but it wasn't cooked through yet.

But as Wonyoung was watching the noodles, she can't help but remember and think about what Yujin answered to her question a few hours ago, before they went to the amusement park.

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"Hey Yujin?" 

"Hm?"

"What would you do if you were in my problem?" 

Silence engulfed the room, but eventually Yujin answered, it's not like she had any other choice either way, she had to help her best friend. 

"Hm, you really want to know?" 

And that's where it started.

"Well, you see. I wouldn't really do much."

"What do you mean unnie?"

"I wouldn't really do much, if I were in your problem, it's like russian roulette, would I move on or not? It depends on who the person is, if I love that person so much, I would sacrifice for them. It's like losing your own life because you lost that person, they were your life. But if you don't really love them, would you move on? Because you fell out of love, or never really loved them? Or would you go back to them only because you're used to their presence and it's odd to not see them around you? But you see them only as a friend? So Wonyoungie, what I meant by that was I would remain heartbroken just like you no matter what. It's the same result for everyone who actually loved that person. Like you do to him."

'How unfortunate of me, haha.' Yujin thought. But in reality, she wanted to cry.

"I might just relieve myself with different things to do. But one thing I wouldn't do? Is to find somebody else. If I were to ask myself if I would move on or not, I would still try to move on, what would even be the use of being broken up with or breaking up with that person if you wouldn't move on? No matter how hard you have tried, you should still do. Finding somebody else while trying to move on would hurt you even more, even if you have already moved on, why? Because everything that person you just found would just remind you of them, what they do, who they are, and how are they like. So in the end, it would just hurt you more. Maybe find somebody later in life, but if you really couldn't get them out of your head, then you could either try moving on once again or go back to them. But if they hurt you badly, then just move on. Finding somebody, just as you're trying to move on, going back to that person who hurt you, would hurt the worst, and it would drive you crazy."

"How do you know?"