crazy, stupid, love. || a.yj ✘ j.wy

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"Are you okay really?"

"Yes. I am, thank you."

The girl has already calmed down thanks to Yujin, the two were now sitting on the couch as Wonyoung just quietly ate her mint chocolate flavored ice cream Yujin got her from their fridge.

It was awkward; awkward silence was the only sound they can hear as they had a distance that was enough for them to calm her down. And Yujin knows for a fact that the reason behind this awkwardness was because she's never encountered her like this before, so it only makes sense that it's also because she's never helped her in problems like this.

"Yujinnie, thank you really." Wonyoung muttered, taking a scoop of her ice cream, her eyes not leaving the television.

Yujin just looked at her and gave her a small smile, noticing that she wasn't looking at her while thanking her. 

So she looked at the television as well, "It's fine Wonyoung, I'm here for you no matter what." Her smile got even wider, behind it, was pain. 

Then the two characters kissed. 

Yujin decided to relieve Wonyoung by watching a Korean drama because it was the reason of Yujin's relief after she got broken, 

Heartbroken, to be exact.

By who? Her, obviously.

If Yujin has encountered a problem (problems) similar to Wonyoung's, then it's possible that they're feeling the same pain.

But Yujin has encountered her own problem (problems) for several times already, and what she got? Was the same result of Wonyoung's current problem. Pain.

However, is Wonyoung's pain even more painful than Yujin's pain?

Is Wonyoung's even more painful?

Is Yujin's even more painful?

Do they have the same amount of pain? 

Unbeknownst to Wonyoung, Yujin's also hurting inside seeing her like this, it was painful really; and it only added to her pain knowing Wonyoung is suffering from pain, because of her boyfriend.

It's his fault, isn't it?

Whether the guy did anything or not, Yujin promises to herself and to Wonyoung, that she won't let anyone hurt Wonyoung again.

Again: Whether the guy did anything or not.

The fact she wasn't sure whether the guy actually did anything or not just frustrated her even more.

She wanted to help Wonyoung so bad, but she was scared.

Scared that she'd get even more pain than before to the point that it's even more painful than Wonyoung's pain.

She's not sure how much pain she's feeling, but she knows that it hurts, and of all, she knows how much she's hurting inside. 

"Hey Yujin?" A soft, gentle, but trembling voice ringed into Yujin's ears.

Separating Yujin's eyes from the screen, she saw Wonyoung finally looking at her. The two characters on the screen just continued their passionate, intimate moment.

"Hm?" Yujin returned, also gently, but with much care on her voice.

"What would you do if you were in my problem?" 

Yujin was shocked. 

She never really expected her to ask her a question like this.

But who was she to question that? Wonyoung was suffering from a break-up, so it's obviously normal.

"Hm, you really want to know?" 

"Well, you see."

Hope I can be him, but he's the main character of your film.