infinity Druig x oc

chapter 18

Look out this chapter mentions suicide

Phastos and I cannot hold Ikaris any longer and he brakes lose. I try to grab him but he is already to far. It now Sersi me and Phastos cant help anymore. I just hope that somewhere in Ikaris heart Sersi is still there and that he doesnt kill her. Its now waiting if Sersi will succeed or that she will fail. If the fails the earth will explode and if that happens I will not run towards the domo I will let my self explode. I cant and I dont want to life without Druig. I could al those years before we were reunited but now? I cant anymore. I know the rest of the team will be sad but I will be miserable if I life. I put myself in a energy shield so that Makkari cant grab me and is forced to leave me behind. I know Druig wouldnt want this but at least I will be with him and of course Gilgamesh and Ajak to.

I close my eyes waiting for the moment to come when it will be either the world gone or that the world will stay. I cant see the future I sometimes get glimpses but I cant control it at will. I hear a tap on my shield bubble and I think its time the world will explode. I close my eyes tighter but then I again hear a tap. I pull my eyes open and I see Druig standing there. I let down my shield and hugged him. I did it I died I say happily. sweetheart you didnt die, I didnt die Druig says hugging me back. but Ikaris, the emergence I say. Ikaris didnt kill me and Sersi was just on time to stop the emergence Druig says putting his forehead against mine. I felt relief, we saved the world. I dont ever want to let him go.