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"Seventeen?" I said after I read the video suggestion on my feed in youtube.

"Ah, I know them, they are the one who sang Don't wanna cry right?" I said again,

then pressing the 'home' button on my phone, looking for the google, to search about their group.

"Seventeen, also stylized as SEVENTEEN or SVT, is a South Korean boy band formed by Pledis Entertainment in 2015. The group consists of 13 members: S.Coups, Jeonghan, Joshua, Jun, Hoshi, Wonwoo, Woozi, DK, Mingyu, The8, Seungkwan, Vernon, and Dino.

The group performs as one group, and the members are divided into three sub-units, each with a different area of specialization: 'Hip-Hop Unit', 'Vocal Unit', and 'Performance Unit'. Since its debut, Seventeen has released three studio albums and ten extended plays.

Seventeen is considered a "self-producing"idol group, with the members being actively involved in the songwriting, choreographing, and other aspects of their music and performances

Oh,they are interesting." I said while reading the information I searched about Seventeen.

After few days, I decided to watch their contents on youtube by typing 'seventeen' on the search button.  Many contents appeared. Like, fanmade videos, comeback stages, award show performances and ofcourse their own content, Going Seventeen.

I got curious what is the purpose of Going Seventeen, so I tapped an unknown content,and watched it. By the end of the video, I discovered that it was their variety show. I finally know their personalities, but I still don't know what's their names.

I watched their comeback stage where their names was placed in the lyrics (on the left side of the screens when we are always watching comeback stages.)

Few weeks of getting to know them, I finally know what their birthdate, real names, and hometown is. Also the other informations like, how many awards they got since they debuted.

But I realized one thing. I also stanned BTS, TWICE, & BLACKPINK.By the year 2017, I started to get to know Seventeen because I got interested by their musics like Don't wanna cry. It was their latest release that time.

Luckily, I stanned them all without unstanning. But, in the year 2018-2019. When BTS and Blackpink are started to get known worldwilde, I got proud ofcourse because I saw their stuggles before going internationals.

But honestly lost interest to them in the year 2020. (Pinpointing bts and bp) I focused on Stanning seventeen and twice. And I also started to stan 4th gens, like TXT, Itzy since 2019 their debut, and supporting Enhypen, Since I land.

But my mains are still  Seventeen. That was the time I realized. No one can replace seventeen to my heart even though I started to stan many groups. They stand out. Why? Because if I compared them to the other groups I stan, they always remains as the no. 1. By giving meaning to my life, and making me happy, cheering me up to the times I am down.

Stanning Seventeen, also makes me learn, language is not a barrier when you're loving and supporting someone. It was a challenge for you to find ways to understand them. By the end of the day, you will also understand what they are saying and laugh along with their jokes.

I am already a 4 year old Carat. And still counting ofcourse. And my interest in Seventeen never decrease, it increases everyday. And I'm hoping that it will stay like that.

But no. One day,I know I won't make it until the end. The thing  I did that happen to BTS before will happen also in Seventeen not now, but I know soon.

I'm sorry. In advance.

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A/n: it was my real story stanning seventeen. And I know one day I will lost my interest in them, and know I'm saying sorry. I know Minghao said that I practically grown up if I lost interest in them but, No. I don't want to grow up.😭😭😭

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