SEVENTEEN ONESHOTS

ーONCE MAYBE AGAIN

JOSHUA HONG BIRTHDAY ONESHOT. ENJOYYYYYY♡♡♡

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"Are you okay?" I read a fan's comment on my ig live. I I chuckled.

"Ofcourse I am. Why are you asking those kinds of questions? I mean, you see me here, alive." I said and chuckled. Then one comment caught my attention.

"How's life? Are you still single? How was the break up with Joshua? Are you fine with it?" I read, then smiled.

"That was a great question. I'm doing great. And yes I'm single, although many boys are into me. And the break up with him is uh...Honestly, deep inside I was hurt, until now. But I learned, that he was just a man who became my past. Who help me realize everything that life isn't just about loving someone. And lastly, yes. I'm fine with it. I understand him when he explained the reason why. I'm not that kind of girl who will literally kneel down the floor and cry not to leave me." I said and laughed.

That was real. I'm matured enough to handle those things, even Joshua is my first boyfriend. I've never been into relationships with others before, so being with him makes me realize that there are so many things that you had never tried without him.

At first, all of things we've done is happy. Full of love, and enjoyment. I never regretted every single time that I am with him. Even we broke up.

"I wish him the best. And I wish for myself to atleast find someone that is good for me. And the one who will stay and take care of me until our hairs are already turned gray." I said.

I noticed that I already took an hour at the live and decided to end it. Its my first time going live after our break up. I decided atleast not to open a topic until I finally ready. And as expected, they bombarded me questions about him.

Joshua. He is the only guy that made my life happy. Because before, I don't see reasons to be in a relationship. Seeing other couples break up because of stupid reasons makes me believe that it will took me too long to find the one.

Frankly, I believed that Joshua's the one. But ended up no. We decided to split up because of time management, we barely see each other now that he became busy with his schedules same as mine.

Being idol is not easy. As we can see. As you can see. It took us time to prepare something new for the fans. And being in a relationship is almost far for us to achieve.

Before, I only observe my members who also experience the same history as mine. Breaking up because of time management. That at first I believed that I should focus on my career first.

Then Joshua came. Not actually came, but we became close to each other unexpectedly. I felt the same happiness that my members describe, and especially feel the same pain when we broke up.

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Little Y/n did not know, Joshua watched her live. He heard everything very well. And decided to go live too, as an alibi at he still loves her despite of breaking up, 3 months ago.

"Hi, everyone. Good evening." He said to the camera and fans started to join and watch the live.

Floods of comment appeared on his screen, and read it one-by-one. He ofcourse read some.

"Did you see Y/n's live a just a moment ago?" He read. He is expecting this netizen who commented watched her live and also watching his unexpected live.

"I would be lying if I say no." He chuckled then floods of reaction has seen on his screen.

"I honestly hear her story with me. And I didn't break up with her just because I am or we are falling out of love. Just like she said, it was because of our schedules. We barely see each other in every two months. If we did, its just like meeting up for almost an hour. And it was killing me, knowing she hopes that we can atleast hang out for a day, just like what we do. And I felt really bad for her. So, I decided to atleast cool-off so our relationship won't be a bother in us." Joshua explained.