My Sweet Sex Revenge, Love

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Tine's POV
After class, I rushed out of Wat's faculty as fast as I can. I couldn't stand to be there much longer. Knowing that all the rumors are true and Wat and Pam are actually together just hurts me. It hurts a lot that he says he doesn't care or love me anymore. How could he change so fast? Just two weeks ago was my birthday and Wat gave me the best birthday gift ever.

I still hold onto it. I cling onto it every night. I never take it off but he did. He took off his bracelet. I'm still holding on to him. It's funny. It's funny to think that he was the one that fell too deep but I did. I feel deeper and now I never want to let go. I've been called a fool all my life but I realized now that I am. I'm a fool for Wat.

I was headed to my usual spot with Fong and Ohm waiting for me but I stopped once I saw Green there to. Green saw me and I turn on my heel.

"Tine, wait!" He called out and I stopped. "Please forgive me. I'm sorry for everything." Green apologizes. I turn to him.

"It's a little too late for apologies, Green. I've already decided to stop being friends with you. I should have never trusted you in the first place." I stated to him.

"No, Tine. Please don't say that. I was wrong but I had nothing but good intentions for you." He said and I scoff.

"Good intentions? I'm sorry but there was nothing good about what you just did." I told him.

"But Tine I-"

"You know what Green. How about you do what you do best and just sleep with the long list of men you have? It's all you're good for anyways." I stated to him coldly as I stormed away.

"Ai Tine! Wait for us!" I heard Ohms voice from a distance. I stopped and waited for them to catch up.

"We're sorry but Green insisted on staying so he could talk to you." Fong admitted but I nodded.

"It's okay but I realized one thing over the couple of weeks. All of this was my fault. If I was never plotted this revenge, none of this wouldn't have happened. Me and Wat would just be strangers and never lovers. I wouldn't be suffering a heart break." I told Fong and Ohm.

"But if you didn't plot your revenge, you would never have fallen in love." Fong told me and I shook my head no.

"Is love really worth it if you get hurt in the end?" I questioned them. "Wat is with Pam now. He told me in class today and he made it very clear that he doesn't love me anymore and here I am. A fool who is still madly in love with......." I start to break. I couldn't fight or hold back my tears.

"Tine, are you okay?" Fong asked as I felt him patting my back. I shake my head and stop myself from crying even more.

"At least in nine months, I will have my baby and I won't completely feel like I lost everything." I try to smile through my tears.

The baby is all I have. It's the only thing that matters to me now. I just wish I could of have both.

"Tine, you want to eat with us at your favorite restaurant? Ohm and I are buying. You can eat anything you want." Fong asked me but I shook my head no as I declined their offer.

"I rather go home and take care of myself. The doctor said I need more rest so I don't over stress myself again like last time." I told them.

"Okay, then next time?" Fong asked me and I nodded and I begin to walk home.

Walking.....

Walking.....

I remember I use to walk home with Wat and I remember I would complain about him walking me home all the time but now, I fucking miss it. I regret always trying to drag him away. Now I hate walking alone by myself.