My Sweet Sex Revenge, Love

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Sarawat's POV
I was driving downtown with Khai because we wanted to get some food. We already drove pass Tine's condo and we were passing through the car incident. I remember the street and every detail of that day. I replay it in my mind. We drove pass the hospital and I strangely saw one of Tine's friends Fong walking inside with the same nurse that was in charge of Tine's surgery.

What's going on? Is Tine in there? Is he hurt again?

"Khai turn into the hospital real quick." I told him.

"Why?" He questioned me.

"Just do it." I demand him and I heard Khai sigh but he turned into the hospital anyways.

As soon as he parked, I ran inside. I saw doc and Tine's friend Fong walking with her. I'm not sure why he is here in the hospital but I decided to follow and keep a close eye.

"How is Tine doing?" The doctor asked.

"He's better I guess. He's recovered and he went back to school this week." Fong told her.

"I'm glad. Tine is such a sweet kid and my best patient when he was here. It's just a shame that he lost the baby. Poor kid. I wonder how he's holding up about that?" The doctor asked Fong.

"He doesn't talk about it. We try not to mention it as well. We know how heart breaking it it doc." Fong says to her.

"You should bring him here to visit me sometimes. I would love to see him." Doctor recommended.

"I don't think that's possible Krub. Tine is......leaving today to aboard. He won't be back for three years." Fong admitted and my eyes widened.

He's leaving! Today!

"He's what!" I finally came out of hiding and I saw Fong and doc looked at me shocked. Especially Fong because I bet he didn't expect me to be here listening to everything he just said.

I began to run out of the hospital because I have to see Tine. He was gonna leave today and he didn't plan to say goodbye to me. I can't loose him forever like this and he wouldn't be leaving if I didn't fucked everything up for him.

"Sarawat!" I heard my name being shouted and I turn around to see Fong running after me.

"What is it? I have to see Tine right now." I questioned him.

"I have......something to give you from Tine. He wanted me to give it to you since he's leaving." Fong says as he takes out a envelope out of his back pocket.

I looked at it and decided to take it out of his hand. I opened it and took out the letter. I read it as my eyes widen. After I finished reading the letter, I noticed there was one last thing inside and it was the guitar pic bracelet that I gave him for his birthday. I couldn't believe he gave it back. I grip it in my hand tight as I wipe a tear drop from my eyes with my back fist.

"I'm sorry Fong but I'm going after him. I'm leaving now, I might get a chance to stop him." I said as I ran without giving Fong a chance to answer me or stop me.

I'm so glad I'm near the airport. Otherwise, I would have to take a taxi and who knows how bad traffic is.

My heart is beating because I've been running but yet it's aching from the pain I'm feeling. I didn't think I would loose Tine so suddenly and so quickly.

Dear Sarawat, I'm sorry..... I'm horrible at writing letters but this is the only way I can tell you how I truly feel.I love you. I love you so much that it hurts.

Running......

If I could describe what love is, it's you. I know I started this as revenge and I wanted to break you but I wasn't expecting the kind of person you truly are. You're amazing but an asshole. A asshole that I love so much that I would die for.

Running........

I kept our baby a secret from you because I was afraid. I was afraid that because of this accident, you wouldn't love me anymore and you would leave but I should have known that you wouldn't do that to me. You would have stayed, You would have taken care of me, You would have be been okay with it and we could have figured it out together, and you would have been a great father.

Still running.......

But it's all over. It's over for us. I'm here to tell you in this letter to don't try to chase me, give up, and don't look for me because I'm not coming back. I'm leaving Thailand today to let go of my love for you. I never want to be in pain like that again. I want to start over and be in peace. Can you give me that, na?

Thank you Sarawat for loving me and showing me how it feels to fall in love but if falling in love causes so much pain, then I rather not have it. Take back your bracelet.

Goodbye Sarawat.

As I finally made it to the airport, I began to search everywhere for Tine but I saw no sign of him. Was I too late? Please god don't make this the end for us. As I turn my body around just a second later, I saw Tine's tall figure standing at the gate with P'type. He was about to cross.

If he goes though that gate, he can't turn back and he's gone through and ready to abort on the plane. I quickly ran as fast as I could and Tine has already handed out his passport. Honestly I feel like I'm further apart from him than closer.

"Tine!" I yelled out as I saw him just entering the gate. I was able to get a little more of a clear view.

Security guards where already complaining and pushing me to step back and leave. I called out Tine's name once more and he finally turned around and heard me. Tearing were falling down my eyes as we made eye contact. Tine was shocked.

He didn't expect to see me here. I quickly took out the bracelet that he gave back as I place it on my heart.

"I love you Tine!" I shouted through the gate windows.
I saw tears streaming down his face.

"Come on son you have to move out of the way.." The security told me as he tried pushing me out of the away.

I see P'type turning Tine's body around as he forces him to turn away from me.

"Tine, I'll never give up! I'll love you forever!" I shouted once more but Tine just grabs his suitcase and slowly follows his brother.

That's it. I ran all the way to him and I still watch him leave me. The security guards pulled me out of the way but they weren't angry. They understood the situation but they were just doing their job. I walked to the window where you see all the planes abort off and I already saw one plane leaving and I bet it was Tine's.

I watch it leave as I wave at it and it watch it soar out into the air.

That's where my heart is now. In the sky and Tine has it.

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Happy New Year Guys! It's finally 2022 and I'm super glad. I know a lot of you guys were waiting for an update but here it is. I've been so busy but I found the time update for you guys

I'm sad that Tine left. How do you guys feel about the letter that Tine wrote.

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