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Vicky's ~POV~
I walked into my room ignoring Anthony and all of his question's. I plopped onto my bed thinking about Jaime and how he makes me feel so good about myself. But, there's this one thing. I'm to afraid to let him get close to me. I might hurt him maybe worst. I close my eyes and fall asleep. I dream about him.
~Dream Starts~
We're sitting on the couch. I look at him and we kiss. He tells me "I Love You" and i freeze. I tell him I do to. But I don't want to hurt him. He asked why? and all I did was pull up my sleeve to show him the scars. He cried. Damn. I knew it. I hurt him bad enough to have him cry. I begin to cry too. I'm sorry i said. Please don't hate me.
~Dream Ends~ I wake up sweaty and tears in my eyes. I go into the bathroom pull up my sleeves to look at my arms and wrist. I cry. I cry because I know why I put them there. The pain is unbearable. I grab the blade and slide it across my wrist it bled. I cry again. Tears run down my face then I grab some tissue and wrap it around my arm. I slowly walk into the living room. I barley notice Anthony on the couch. He sees the blood. "You okay Vicky?" he said
"I'm fine Anthony don't worry."
"Mm-hmm. Come here sit down. Tell me everything."
I sat there and told Anthony I couldn't bare hurting Jaime just like I did with my mom. Anthony is the only person in this whole world that actually understands. Anthony told me to tell Jaime about my self harm, And if he doesn't accept it then he's not for me.
"Thank you Anthony, I don't know what life would be like without you." I said
"Of course girl. He said. I Love you" Anthony responded.
"I love you too Anthony" I said.
"Now go text your man to see if he wants to hang out with his hot friend Tony Turtle." Anthony said.
I grab my phone off the dresser and text Jaime.
"Hey there. Good Morning. :)" i said to Jaime
"Morning Beautiful" Jaime responded.
"Did you sleep good?"
"Sure did. with thoughts of your pretty face."
":) awe cute. Hey uh what are you doing today? Any plans?"
"Not that I can think of.... The band's going to take a break form touring and just hang out here in San Diego."
"Oh okay. That's nice. Do you want to hang out today? I have to tell you something very important."
"Sure I'll get dressed and head over to your apartment."
"Okay see you soon. :)"
