Secrets

six

WARNING: ⭐self harm*

She kissed me.

Right then she leaped off of me, and started freaking out!

" OMG OMG OMG I'M SO SORRY COCO! I JUST THOUGHT UGH-" She said running inside.

I stay still laying in the snow. She kissed you Coco! I then start smiling like an idiot. I get up and walk inside, to find Piper in the kitchen crying.

" Pipes? What's wrong?"

" I kissed you. I shouldn't have kissed you! It was a total mistake."

Mistake?

" What do you mean by mistake exactly?" I say, trying to sound as normal as possible.

" Like it should have never happened!"

oh...

" yeah... totally. um I-I need a second a-alone" I say, as my voice shakes. Piper looks at me. I can't take this anymore! I run upstairs to her room, and start sobbing. I was so stupid to think she liked me.

Piper's straight.

Why did I ever think I had a chance?

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I run to her bathroom to blow my nose, when I see her razor on the bathtub. It looked so clean. Before I realize what I'm doing, there layed a little puddle of blood. I quickly drop the razor, and start shaking.

Omg...I just cut myself

" COCO? Can we talk?" I hear Piper yell up the stairs.

" UM.... n-no! We can't."

" Why"

" B-because" I say, as tears run down my cheeks. I can't let her see me like this.

"o-ok"

I immediately grab my phone, and dial Gavin's number.

Hey Coco! I was about to call you about my date. So-

G-Gavin c-can you come o-o-over? I did something... And I n-need your h-help

Oh my god- um yeah I'll be there in 5!

He hung up. I can't believe I did this.

I gotta admit....

It kinda felt good, in a strange messed up way.

Before I knew it, Gavin was walking into the bathroom.

" Hey Coco, what's wr- Oh my god Coco" He says, closing the door. He didn't even ask questions, and got the first-aid kit. He gently cleaned my cut, and bandaged it. We sat there for a while, not speaking. Gavin finally broke the silence.

" Coco... Why would you do this to yourself? I know you, You've never done this." He says, looking over at me

" I-I don't know." I say, feeling my eyes water

" Well whatever it is, you can tell me. I won't judge- unless you want me to" He says. I smile slightly, as I debate whether I should tell him or not.

Screw it! Gavin deserves to know, since he's been nothing but supportive.

" I did it cause I like Piper!" I spit out. Gavin's face goes blank.

" Ok now you gotta tell me more" He says, turning his body to me and grabbing my hands.

" Well... We were playing in the snow, and she fell on me. We were laughing till-um.. till she kissed me"

" Ok, so she likes you too?"

" No. She said she got caught up in the moment, and it should have never happened. Now knowing me, You know I went to find a nice hiding spot to cry in. I was going to blow my nose, then I saw Piper razor sitting in her bathtub. I thought it would help in the moment, but I was wrong. That just made me feel worse." I say.

" Coco... It's ok to like Piper-"

" No it's not! She's as straight. I need to just realize that."

" Coco you don't know that. Being you and Piper's bestfriend, I know things you both don't! You seem into her, and she kinda seems into you! I say tell her before school!" Gavin says.

Hmmmmm, that would give me sometime to think about how to do it.

" Ok. I'll do it!"

" Great! Call me if you need to talk to someone. I gotta go talk to Piper" He says, hugging me. He gave me a kiss on the forehead, and walked out the bathroom.

My phone suddenly goes off. I check it, to see an email from the school

SUBJECT: School!!!

Hello Students of Riverheart High School !

We are glad to inform you, the storm has passed!

That means, School's Back On!

Sincerely, Principle Walker Bryant

Great... just great