Zeke pov
"Honey, who's that at the door"? Shauna shouts from across the corner.
"It's Christina and I need to talk to you both"! I hear footsteps come from the hall way and see that Shauna is making her way to the couch.
"What's wrong? Is everything ok?" Shauna asks cornered
"No not really, Four has been seeing things and I'm afraid we might loose him". He wanted me to ask you about grief, when Uriah died, did you have any visions or images of him in your sleep"?
"It's probably just from his divergent side, grief of Tris just wants his mind too see what he wants to see" Shauna implies.
"Nope nothing" I say a little suspicious that Shauna and Christina look at me like I'm hiding a secret. But the thing is, I am hiding a secret, a deep dark secret that would crush people's lives if they knew about it.
"Are you hiding something"? Christina and Shauna asks in unison.
"No" I say butting my lip in a nervous way.
"Yes you are, we want the truth" Shauna says.
"Are you sure you want the truth, I mean like who cares?" I ask
"YES" Shauna and Christina spit at me.
"Fine, when Uriah died I felt no grief, I was finally free and I didn't want to feel pain. So I turned off my humanity" I say in relief. They both just stare at me with wide eyes, I don't blame them. But sometimes, a man has to do what a man has to do.
Sorry this chapter was so short, I will put more on the next chapter.