'a weeb's gotta do, what a weeb's gotta do'- Dream x Reader

5.

Slight T/W- losing a loved one

Btw f/a-favourite anime

f/c-favourite character

s/f/c- second favourite character

a/s- anime simp/ who you simp for

s/f/a- second favourite anime

I woke up in the middle of the night and saw Dream still asleep I knew he wasn't waking up anytime soon I got out my phone and opened up Wattpad, this is, like the only app on my phone along with, Twitch, Discord, Spotify, Twitter and Whatsapp. I started reading my story, it was an anime fanfiction, I was grinning stupidly at my phone as Y/n and the love interest kissed my hand clapped round my mouth as I started giggling trying not to wake up Clay. I walked to the bathroom and stayed in there for a while giggling and sometimes whispering stuff to myself like 'oh my god that was so cute' I kept reading, I must have been in there for hours, when the love interest slowly died in Y/n's arms I felt a tear roll down my cheek, I didn't bother wiping it away since no one was there, well that's what I thought. A few minutes later I hear a knock at the door. "Y/n are you ok, I saw you leave about four hours ago and I'm starting to get worried." He whispered, concerned. I cleared my throat and said "Yeah, I'm fine, I'll be out in a minute." I called out happily as more tears started rolling down my face, making me look like a mess, I couldn't let him see me like this. "oh ok, I'll be in our room." he told me believing my act. I was starting to panic. How the hell was I supposed to explain to him what happened. What if he thinks I'm a gross, dirty-minded bitch who reads smut, I mean I do but not in a weird way. I swallowed the lump in my throat and wiped my tears, he can't even see me in the dark. He said I was in here for four hours- wait what time is it, 2:30am. I woke him up at 2:30am, he didn't seem mad, but he should be. I closed my eyes and walked back into the room, almost certain I won't be getting any sleep tonight. When I got in the room he was already asleep so I grabbed my Airpods and played a text-to-speech book. I laid there for about another five hours until Sapnap walked in waking up Clay, we talked for about half an hour. Around 8am we all got ready for the day, I wore grey hoodie and some jeans, I walked out and said "umm can we go...shopping today. I- um I don't have that many clothes left." I said the last part quietly looking at my feet. "Yes!" Sapnap shouted, enthusiastic. "yeah, sure." Clay said calmly. "Ok, cool. What time?" I asked letting out a sigh of relief. "We can go now?" Nick responded calming down now "I'm down" "Me to" we both agreed.

We all got in the car, Clay deciding to drive. We had the radio on and there were some really great songs playing, there was one that I had to ask Clay the name to add it to my playlist it was The Mask. I don't know who wrote it but it was nice. When we arrived it was around 12:30pm so we decided to stop of at Costa Coffee I decided to get the salted Caramel Frost. while waiting to order we talked a lot about our careers and how we got into Minecraft, Clay liked it since he was a kid, Sapnap started playing it around the same time. "I played the game since I was about 6/7 but I never played with any of my friends, I would just practice in my free time." I told them. Just then our waiter came, I let Clay and Nick order first then I took a deep breath and said "Can I have a...umm...a." My mind went blank, I looked at the menu "A s- a salted caramel frost." I stuttered quickly. That was so embarrassing. "Would you like cream with that." I just nodded, I felt a lump form in my throat, I could feel everyone staring at me. I looked up at my friends, they were just talking amongst themselves. "I going to go to the bathroom." I said, trying to swallow the lump in my throat but just making it worse. I rushed to the bathroom once Clay nodded at me, I shut the stall door and closed my eyes, taking a deep breath. Why was I worrying about something only I cared about, the Waiter didn't seem to mind, neither did anyone else, why am I so emotional, over nothing, I'm being pathetic. I dried my eyes and walked out. "oh hey Y/n." Clay said seeing me walk in. "Hey." I smiled, I saw my coffee was already there so I sat down and started drinking it. "Do you have TikTok?" Nick asked randomly "Yeah, Why?" "how about we show each other our for you pages." he suggested "You really are just trying to expose me, aren't you, Nick?" I laughed and got out my phone, not thinking about what could happen. I took a sip of my drink and opened TikTok. I turned my phone round so they could both see it and started scrolling. It was mainly Minecraft videos, they seemed to like them and then one came up about F/a and then s/f/a "Omg a/s is my favourite. I am a simp, and I'm proud of it." I said dramatically. "Yeah the're cool I guess." We talked about anime for a while also telling Clay about the plots of some of them  until we left. "That was nice, I enjoyed that." Clay told us "Honestly, this is probably the longest I've been out the house in a while." I laughed they both seemed to agree as we got into the car and drove back home.

~A/n~

Hey, school is shit, just wanted to say that. I have had so much homework, honestly It will be a miracle if I get it all done, I'm terrible at handing it in on time. Anyway It's almost Christmas, which means Dreams face reveal will probably be soon, I watched the manhunt video live last night- speed runner against 5 hunters- It was so tense!

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Bye

~CloudyBiscuit