'a weeb's gotta do, what a weeb's gotta do'- Dream x Reader

17

In this chapter you talk to Nikki and she calls you 'babe' just wanted to say it's as a friend also she's living in Germany so yeah xx

-Two weeks later
I got the job and I was moving into my new apartment. I left on a train after saying goodbye to Lu. I didn't know what I'd do after I moved into my apartment, I really wanted to stream but I knew that wouldn't turn out well. For the past three weeks I hadn't opened any of my social media other than Wattpad, while I was walking around trying to find the right street name, I thought about still streaming but just changing my account, content, and, somehow my voice. I tried brainstorming ideas while I explored the new apartment. There was a bedroom with my desk and a bathroom the rest of the place was one big room with my TV on the wall, my couch in front of it. to the left of that was a corner counter where the kitchen was with a table to eat on. All my stuff was already in there so I unpacked my suitcase and got ready to sleep, I had my set up there in front of me.

-Dreams Pov 

-Two weeks before (One week after she left) 

I had a message this morning saying people will be coming round our house to clear out Y/n's room. My heart sank, she really wasn't coming back. Although George told me not to, I still felt bad for her, we kicked her out of our house, leaving her alone on the streets, she had to handle death threats and losing all her friends in one day. After the incident I stayed in my room for a day thinking about her point of view. I mean I saw what happened to her with my own eyes but when I told George he told me that he was probably told to do that by her because she thought I had more money than him, which added up to the clip. 

About an hour later we had knocks at our door, I opened the door to see two huge trucks and about 6 men at our door one of them who was holding a clipboard spoke up first "Were here to collect Y/n L/n's stuff and move it to *********?" He asked, I nodded and let them in, I showed them to her room and they started moving things around. 

-Y/n's Pov

The next day I changed into my uniform which was a small dress and high heels. I quickly set of in my car, my shifts would change everyday but I'd mostly be doing night shifts which is fine because my sleep schedule is shit.

When I got to the place my coworker, Hollie, for the night was already there opening up. We started serving costumers around 9pm, I was doing ok until about half way through my shift I saw a couple walk in, they both seemed fairly introverted compared to the rest of the people here. The boy had a dark blue top on with light blue jeans, the girl next to him had black leggings and a green jumper on I quickly noticed the small smile in the left corner of the top. My heart sank as I remembered him. I took in a deep breath as they walked up to me, smiling I asked them what they wanted, they both ordered the alcohol and I started making small talk with them. My eyes glazed over with tears, not now Y/n, Later, later you can cry about it when your at home I told myself. I had ignored my emotions for three weeks trying not to get Lu worried about me. 

My shift soon ended around 2am I drove home and listened to the radio, the song To Good at Goodbyes started playing which got me into a crying mood, by the time I got home I had tears slowly falling down my face. When I was inside I lay in bed with my headphones in listening to music on full volume. Tears rapidly fell from my eyes, I must have fallen asleep because when I woke up I got two messages from Discord, I quickly glanced up at the time 1:27pm.

Message from Sapnap: Hey I'm sorry about what happened I feel terrible. Ik it wasn't your fault you wouldn't do that, I know Clay thinks that to but George just convinced him that you did it, George just doesn't know you well enough. Anyway, I really hope your doing better. Talk to you soon :)

Message from Nikki: Hey babe, I'm coming to the UK soon so see ya then xx

I replied to Nick first: Hey thanks, I'm doing a bit better I now have my own apartment and I work at a pub. Honestly It still hurts but I'll be better :)

Then Nikki: Hey bubs, that's great, I'm really excited to see you. Where have you been, you haven't been online in ages! xx

I placed my phone on the table near my bed and rolled out of bed to have a shower. I hopped into the shower letting the warm water fall down my body. I closed my eyes and looked up letting the water hit my face, I sighed. 

I soon got out of the shower and dried with a towel, I changed into an oversized jumper and some jeans. I walked back into my room and dried my hair using the towel, as I did that I checked my phone seeing Nick had responded.

Sapnap: I'm glad to hear that. Did you want to come round today, both Nick and George are out the house today from 3-10 pm. I totally get it if you don't want to. :)

I smiled at the text and responded: Yeah ofc, I'll get ready now xx

It was around 2pm so I had a whole hour to get ready. I put on some makeup and wrote down some conversation starters in case it got awkward. (Plz don't tell me I'm the only one who does this. XD)

I got in the car about 2:15 and connected my phone to it playing music all through the ride. I had worked out I would get there about 15 minutes past 3 so they will definitely be gone. I realized then how mentality unprepared for this I was for this, I got so worked up over how I looked and acted I completely ignored the fact that I was going to a house I used to live in with-now my ex-boyfriend and his friends, a house that I had kissed him in (I honestly have no idea if they kissed or not, if they didn't plz tell me xx) My eyes started to water as the lyrics to 'just give me a reason' blasted in my ears. 

I sat in the car for a second before getting out and knocking on the familiar gray door.

Hey everyone, I am doing quite a bit better, not completely but I'm better. Again I'm sorry I have not posted much. I love you all xxxxx