'a weeb's gotta do, what a weeb's gotta do'- Dream x Reader

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TW: Suicide, Homophobia

Y/S-Your sexuality

this chapter has a bit about LGBTQIA+ so if you are straight you could either pretend or stick up for friends, and ofc if you are homophobic please fuck of my page.

!!!Spoilers for 'A Silent Voice'!!!

I lay there with Clay in our bed, he was fast asleep. I didn't want to wake him and my phone was in the main room with Nick and George, so I was alone with my thoughts. I knew watching that movie was a bad idea, the whole fucking thing was about suicide, of course it would bring back my nightmares.

I sat up looking at the time 8:30, they must be awake now. I crept out of bed, careful not to wake up Clay, and walked into the front room. I was wrong, they were still asleep. I snatched my phone of the counter and walked over to Clays gaming room, I logged into my account and started streaming. "Hey everyone, today I'm streaming a Q&A, so ask away in the comments." I said cheerfully.

U/n-Dream Team

Do you have a bf!! ILY!!

"Err...Do I have a boyfriend." I repeated the question so everyone could hear. I technically hadn't broken up with Jacob, but I think it was quite clear we weren't together anymore. "No, I don't. I Have dated, I think, two people in my life so far. One boy and one girl." (Obviously, If you gay, Lesbian or something else that changes this, you can change it, ily!) I said, proud. I saw the comments going quicker, so I put it on slow read.

DNFDNF1144

Omg, U/n I'm so proud of you!! <2

Sapnap-Karl55493

Yasss girl! I'm Lesbian!!!

I smiled while reading these but of course if you have good comments you need some hate.

U/n-Sick

Eww, why the fuck would you date the same gender, that is disgusting!

That wasn't the only one but I tried ignoring them. (AKA The author is to lazy to write them all out) "I just wanted to say if you have a problem with mine or anyone else's sexualities please fuck of my page. I don't want you here, you will just get banned." I said smiling even though no one could see you. I carried on with my stream answering a few questions before ending and leaving the gaming room. I saw that everyone was up watching something on a computer, I waked up to them and saw that they were on your page. "Tell us about the person you dated." All of them knew that I had dated Jacob so they must have meant the other one. "Ok, get the popcorn, this is a long story." I smiled and sat down. Once everyone was ready I started talking about them. "So I worked at Starbucks for a bit before streaming and I met her there, we exchanged numbers and started talking to her. She was really pretty, she had dirty blond hair, blue eyes and a beautiful body. We went out a couple times, to the beach, Bowling and the Cinema. We started dating and she asked me out, I started opening up to her a bit more, More than I had with anyone and she kinda got awkward around me after I told her about my family, she told me she wanted someone who could take care of her whereas I couldn't even take care of myself." I finished they weren't expecting it to be so deep so George and Nick were saying things like "I'm so sorry." "Are you ok?" But Clay was unusually quiet, "hey, are you ok?" I later asked while the boys were watching a movie. Butterflies formed in my stomach we were so close.  "Yeah, no, I'm fine don't worry." I wasn't sure if he was telling the truth or not but I didn't ask anymore because I didn't want to be pushy and annoying, instead I sat on the couch and watched the end of the movie with Nick and George.

~Dream's Pov~

I thought about that bitch of a girlfriend Y/n had, Y/n was so beautiful she deserved so much better. I could feel butterflies in my stomach as she asked me if I was ok, I smiled at her and told  her I'm fine. I decided If I didn't shoot my shot tonight I would never have a chance dating her, I brought Nick into the other room and told him my plan, I will ask Y/n if she wanted to go to a small café down the road. 

-Time skip- the evening when they are going to bed

~Y/n's Pov~

I walked out of the bathroom and got into bed I was wearing an oversized grey shirt to bed. I faced Clay, staring into his green eyes as he stared into mine, "Y/n, I wanted to ask you something?" "Hmm." I hummed in response, "Did you want to go down to that small Café near us tomorrow." He was clearly nervous. "Yes, of course, I'd love to." He let out a sigh of relief. I turned around smiling widely to myself, I'm going on a date with Clay tomorrow, Clay. The guy I met a couple months ago, from winning mcc. I felt butterflies dancing in my stomach as I plugged in my headphones and played my book on Wattpad. I stayed awake for a while mentally going through all the outfits I have in my closet to decide what to wear tomorrow. I turned of my book around 11:30(pm) trying to get some sleep tonight so I don't look awful tomorrow. I don't know why I even bother, I just lay there thinking. I couldn't let anyone else know about my nightmares, It's pathetic and an advantage to them if they ever turn on me.

~A/n~

 Hey everyone, I'm back. I have had another book planned about lore on the dsmp but I know I can't work on two books at the same time so I want to ask you guys because I honestly don't know what to do. Should I pause this story and start writing a very tragic lore story or carry on with this one and get started on the main plot. (Yes you heard me right, These are just the opening chapters I have a whole lot more planned) I have the whole story planned for both of them. 

~CloudyBiscuit 

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Make sure to eat, drink and get enough sleep, ily all so much <3 

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