steve rogers imagines

snow

hihi ya gorl's back :D

tis time for winter/christmas fics >:))

but imma start off with a kinda sad like angsty one sO YEAH ENJOY

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        it was the first day of snow in new york, and it brought you nothing but joy, yet when you walked down the extended hallway to your shared apartment with steve, you could immediately sense something was off. you had no way to describe it other than the fact that a knot in your stomach was telling you so.

your anxiety was through the roof as you unlocked the door, and instantly started to hear your golden retriever "liberty" (guess who picked out that name) whimper loudly from down the hall. your eyebrow arched as you kicked off your snow boots and wandered down the burning warm hallway. "jesus, i don't remember turning the heat this high," you whispered, bending down to your loyal companion and scratching the behinds of her ears.

you stood back up and knocked on your bedroom door, figuring steve was inside. "hey steve? you in there? it's me!" you knocked once more before hearing a muffled "mmph" from inside. you shrugged, opening the door to a giant bulge in the middle of the bed. the heat in the hallway was nothing compared to how warm it was in the bedroom. "steve? i'm sorry, did i wake you up or something? also did you turn the heat up or is there an issue with the furnace because i can call the plumbers if there is." when you got no response, you got even more worried. you waltzed to the side of the bed and sat down, slowly moving the duvet away from steve's face. he was revealed to be in fact awake, but had bloodshot eyes and dark circles underneath them. his was was all puffy as well. "jesus steve what happened? what's the matter?"

"i-i can't get w-warm," he mumbled, starting to shiver. "all d-day long i've been having nothing b-but flashbacks from crashing into the ice because of the snow..."

you laid down next to him, letting your actions he your words as you slipped underneath the covers and wrapped your arms around him. he buried his face into your chest as the tears began to flow once more. "i'm just so damn cold y/n.. the chills and flashbacks won't leave me alone.." he sobbed, holding you even tighter. you lifted and arm up to run your fingers through his hair, something that always calmed him down, and whispered sweet nothings to him. "it will be alright stevie, those nightmares want nothing more than to break you down, but you know better. you're stronger than them, don't let them consume you," you spoke reassuringly, smiling down at him. the crying stopped, and you could feel the trembles stop.

"just don't let go, please, you are the only thing keeping me warm.." he intertwined his legs with yours, nuzzling further into you.

kissing the top of his head you whispered, "i'm not going anywhere steve, i'm right here with you," before he fell asleep.

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