"I'm sorry":TomTord REMAKE

Chapter 4: Attempt

(tw: attempted suicide.)

Tord slowly calms down as Tom stands back up.
"Say, Commie.. do you want to take a nap in my room? Usually I'd never allow you but.. this is more important. I want you comfortable, not feeling shitty." Tom chuckled. "Not even sure why I care, but I just do. So, what do you say?"

"Eh.. sure." Tord responded as he stood up. His eyes were red and puffy from the tears he had earlier.

The two stood up. Tords gaze slowly fell onto Toms, unfortunately he can only see with one eye. The other however is clouded grey - blind in fact.

Tom raised an eyebrow. "Come on, let's go sunshine lollipops."
"R-right, sorry."

Tord continued to follow Tom as they reached into Toms room.
The blue hooded male slowly opened the door and allowed the red hooded male inside.

"Okay, don't touch my shit. Sleep on the bed, I would've put you on the floor, but I saw you crying and y'know... so be lucky I feel a little sympathy towards you." Tom says stubbornly as he walked out, closing the door behind him.

Tord sighed as he rolled his eyes. 'well, back to his dick like self again.'
He thought as he slowly walked over to the bed.

His mind suddenly got clouded by the guilt and suicidal thoughts.

He sat on Toms bed, holding his head as he voices got louder.
Why must he struggle alone?

Groaning he laid back onto the bed, staring up at the ceiling.

(Tw)

"Maybe I should kill myself.. maybe I shouldn't be here. Why did I think Thomas cared? Why would my army want a weak leader as myself to lead?..I don't belong here." Tord mutters to himself as he quickly sits up.
"Gonna do it."
He got up from the bed and started looking through Toms drawers.
Frustrated, he couldn't find anything that seemed "harmful."

Huffing, he decided to go to the bathroom.

He walked into the bathroom that Tom had and shut the door. Forgetting the lock.

Placing his pale hands onto the bathroom counter, he stared at himself in the mirror.

He looked, horrible.
Eyes full of tears, the right side of his face red and littered with scars. He narrowed his eyes.

He hated what Tom did this to him.
And the fact that Tom never even apologized for what he have done with that harpoon.

He only made a sarcastic joke to it.
what a bastard.

Tord saw the bathroom cabinet was slightly opened as curiosity hit him instantly.
He placed his hand on the cabinet and slowly opened it.

He saw a bottle of pills.
Raising a brow, he grabbed them.

"Tom takes, medication?.." he asked himself.

The voices started to get louder.
do it.
do it.
do it.
do it.
do it.
do it.
DO IT
DO IT.
DO IT!

Without any hesitation, he opened the bottle. Pouring out a large amount of pills before shoving them in his mouth and swallowing them - of course he gagged and started coughing. It was a lot of pills.

He fell onto his knees, still coughing very loudly as his head started to get dizzy.

- - -
Toms POV

I heard coughing. 'Oh what did Tord do now?' I thought to myself. I got off the couch and headed upstairs to my room. The coughing was getting... Quieter? But I can hear shaky breathing.

I walked into the room. He wasn't there.
"Tord..?" I called out as I saw my drawers were frantically opened and thrashed. Why did he make such a mess with my stuff?!

Groaning as I felt angry, I walk to the bathroom. Banging on the door.
"TORD! I know you're in there! WHY did you touch my shit!? Huh?!"

- - -
Third person POV

Tord heard muffled shouting as his eyes were starting to get heavy. He could barely keep them open.

Tom felt pissed, he just opened the door but his expression instantly changed.

He frantically went over to Tords side, seeing his medication in Tords hand.

"Tord..! Can you hear me?.. Tord! 'Ello?!..shit!"
Tom shouts as he shakes Tord.
"Open your eyes you communist bastard! Come on! Wake up!"

Tord wasn't waking up, he felt too dizzy to say or do anything.

"UGH..Fuck!" Tom shouted as his voice began cracking. He grabbed out his phone and called the police.

He frantically told them that his..friend attempted suicide and he would need an ambulance immediately.

The police said they will be on there way as the line went dead.

Tom threw his phone on the bathroom floor, shockingly not breaking it.

He grabbed the red hooded male and held him close.
"WAKE UP TORD! PLEASE!.." Tom shouted as tears began to roll down his face.

Tord weakly opened his eyes.
Tom felt a wave of relief as he held Tord close.

"T-tom..?" Tord mumbled weakly. His body felt heavy and was aching.

"It's okay, Tord. It's gonna be okay..I'm not mad, stay here with me? Got it..?"

Tord nodded weakly.
"Åh..Min Kjære.." he mumbled in Norwegian.

Of course Tom didn't understand. He just held Tord close and rubbed his back.

The police showed up and Tom can see the ambulance from the bathroom window. Red and blue lights surrounding the place.

Tom held Tord bridal style as he walked out of his house, to the ambulance.

Edd and Matt ran out of their apartments.

"Tom! What's going on?" Edd shouted as he watched Tom hand Tord to the medics.

Tom felt hot tears roll down his face as he slowly turned to look at Edd.

"Tord attempted suicide.. i-i saw him with my medication bottle..." He stuttered.

Edd and Matt gasped as the ambulance drove away.

"Well..?!" Edd shouted. "Let's go drive to the hospital! I'm not leaving Tord alone in that hospital room! I swear Tom if you lead him into doing this-"

"I DIDN'T! I-..I'm not sure why he did it!" Tom shouted over Edd.

Edd let's out a frustrated yell as he grabbed Matt gently with his arm. "Matt, TOM! let's go.."

"Okay.." Matt muttered.

Tom huffed as the three went into the car. Tom sat in the back.

"Damn it Tord... Why are you suffering so much.." Tom mumbled as he watched the trees go by fastly as Edd was frantically driving to the hospital.

"I'm sorry Tord.." Tom muttered as they reached the hospitals location.