The best summer (where it all begun)

Chapter 9

Josie POV

I saw Hope leave.. I was going to go say something to her but finch was here and it would look sus.

"Hey so, what did you do this summer, while I was gone?" Finch asked

What did I do? Let's see, I fucked Hope, kissed her more than once and I might have- no I am in love with hope and I no longer have feelings for finch and I'm feeling so horrible right now. This is fucked up and I know this is going to hurt but it has to be done.

"I have to tell you something" I say
"What is it?" Finch asked

"I don't think we should be together any more" I say

"What? Why? Did I do something wrong?" Finch asked

"I think I need time and I don't think being with you will get me that" I say

"Well, it has to be a more reasonable answer" she says

"I gave you a reasonable answer" I say

"There's no way I have been waiting all summer just to see you and comes to find out you don't want me... have you fallen out of love with me?" Finch asked

"No." I say

"Then why?" She asked

"I just need time to think about life, maybe settling down right now isn't what's best for me. This is the first time that I'm actually doing something selfish, out of everyone I was hoping you would be the one that understands" I say

"I do understand somewhat of it" she says

"Unbelievable. Hop- finch, I think maybe I need to talk with you later" I say

"We can't end our conversation off like this" she says

"We are still cool. I just need to go to my room and think for a while" I say

"Oh. Okay, let me know if you need anything?" Finch says

I just nodded and headed to my room.

I don't know what's going on with me. I like finch, I really do but over the summer I just have been hanging out with hope and I grew some feelings for her I guess. I don't want to hurt finch and get with Hope, besides maybe Hope is still in love with Landon and she wants to forget that we ever did anything like that.

I was lost in thought until I reached my room.

I looked up and Hope was there?

"I thought you were out for the day" I say

"I was going to spend my day out but I just couldn't get you off my mind and I know that we are both with someone but my mind keeps drifting back off to you." Hope says

"Hope, that's kind of funny because I was just thinking about you too." I say

She smiled.

"Would you like to come inside?" I asked

"I would but I'm afraid that soon as I enter that door I would have no control over myself and I might just rip off both of our clothes" she says

"And that's a bad thing because......?" I asked