Sent and Seen (Luke Hemmings)

Chapter 22

Song: 12:51 by krissy and ericka

Anne's POV

This is the day that I'm meeting Luke. I changed into a plain shirt and jeans. I'm still not ready meeting him because I'm used having him dead for 3 years. This is just hard to handle and understand.

I let Dylan drop me off the park and he said that I will just call him if I need him.

The park is full with silence and its a cloudy weather and will start to rain, that's why I have to make this quick. I can feel the air getting cold and hear the leaves of the trees flowing.

I can see Luke and he is standing there all alone and I just want to hug him but I can't after what he have done. I walk closely to him and he don't know that I'm right behind him.

I changed my mind, I don't want to go near him. I don't think I'm brave enough to face him. I start walking back but I snapped a twig which makes Luke notice me from behind. We are face to face looking at each other's eyes and its like I have lost my voice because I can't say something and I'm starting to cry.

"I I-I need to g-go" I chocked running away from him.

"A-Anne wait, stop running away from me. I need you" I stopped in my tracks and faced him. Is he serious?

"No, I'm the one who needed you Luke for all these years. I thought you were dead. I cried every night because I thought I lost you. Many people thinks I'm crazy but I am crazy for you. I've cut because I needed you, I almost killed myself just to be with you. I loved you every second, every minute, every hour of everyday and now you are facing me that I was wrong all this time. I gave up everything Luke, everything. This is so hard for me, you know that? and I still remember the day you crushed me saying that you played me and this is all a game. You said hurtful things. You were never like that and hours later, I heard that you died in a car crash. The hell, I forgave you saying those things to me and I am completely crazy for not letting you go. You left me alone with sadness and depression. I cut myself and it hurts a lot, I damaged myself for someone who lied to me. Every cut means something to me that I love you and you're special but means nothing to you. Look what you have done to me. You took my happiness and care for the world away from me. I don't feel love anymore because darkness is what I have left. I hate you Luke" I said wiping off my tears. I do not know where the braveness come from but I need to let out my anger, my sadness, my feelings out.

"Anne I-I'm so sorry for doing this things. I love you and I know this was hard for you. I did not mean to make you like this and-" I cut him off.

"Why did you go?"

"Anne I'm-"

"I said Why did you go?!!??!???" I screamed at him

"Because I want to start a band and I thought that letting you go can let me focus and handle my dreams. I need to be gone for 7 months that time and I cant let you wait and think of me because I will be busy and it will hurt you. Breaking up with you is the only thing I can do. That was the most stupid mistake I've ever made. Please Anne, I'm so so so so so sorry. I love you so much." He is full with tears explaining himself and it hurts seeing him like this.

"Sorry is not enough Luke, I will never forgive you for what you have done. You took everything away from me. Your love for me means nothing to me now because I hate you Luke Hemmings" I can't take this anymore, the tears are getting a lot worse "I hate you!!!"

"No no no you don't" Luke hugged me "you don't hate me, please I'm so so sorry. I love you, don't do this to me"

"Get off me" I tried getting off of him but he hugged me tighter not letting me escape "Shhhhh I'm so sorry, please Anne forgive me. I love you, I love you, I love you. Please"

I gave up, I let him hug me saying that he's sorry but I'm not gonna forgive him just like that. He is crying so badly and I hug him back to comfort him. Now we are a sobbing mess. Minutes later, he calmed down. I look up to him and he starts to lean in.

What am I gonna do? Is he going to kiss me? No, it can't be happening. He cannot just kiss me after this.

"Bye Luke" I start running away from him and thank god he is not catching up with me. The rain is pouring down and I left him there socking wet. I feel so bad.

I need some time alone so I dialed Dylan and told him to pick me up. I'm gonna lock myself up in my room and let the darkness and sadness take me.

A/N Hi so this is my first book and I'm not very good at it. I would like to get to know you guys because I love all of my readers even though I still have lot of editing to do in my story so yeah.

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