Drowning in love | Dazai x reader

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-two days later after the incident-
-Y/N's POV-

i felt my eyes opening,i felt warm,but my body was heavy,even heavier than the heaviest weights you can find in a gym,probably due to "Vanish" but wait..how did i wake up here? last thing i remember was the explosion caused by my ability

i managed to move my head,to see a suspicious blonde lady,who had her hair in a bun,and she wore a black suit,reading a book,i sat up,and she looked at me

"who are you?" i asked,she didn't look confused since that's a question anyone would normally ask

"my name is Higuchi Ichiyo,a leader of the black lizard,pleasure to meet you"

"my name is F/N L/N,Fukuzawa Yukichi's adopted daughter,pleasure to meet you too"

she got defensive when she heard Father's name,pulling out a gun,i made eye contact with her,and smiled

"who made you take care of me?"

"boss.." she said

"then there's no need to worry,they're not gonna fight for now atleast,so we should try to get along" my smile continued to be spread on my face

she slightly nodded "can you walk?"

i tried bending my knees,they hurt really bad,so i rested them again with a visible expression of pain

Higuchi quickly ran at me and threw the blanket on the ground,as she proceeded to put my arm around her shoulder and drag me gently out of the bed,it slightly hurt but her being there to get me out didn't make it feel as bad

"is there anywhere you'd like to go?" she asked

"Rint— ahem..Ougai's office,please"

she raised an eyebrow,confused on what i was trying to say before i stopped,but took me to his office

but i was confused

why is she acting all nicely? she doesn't look like the type to be this gentle to enemies

-flashback,before Y/N woke up-
-Higuchi's POV-

Akutagawa-senpai had asked me to go to his office,so i had to go,i softly knocked on the door,hearing a muffled "enter" so i opened the door and entered the room,before closing the door behind me and standing infront of his desk "yes,Akutagawa-senpai?"

"there's someone from the agency that boss found heavily injured,so we will take them here to treat them"

"what does boss mean?!" i cleared my throat "i mean,what if they attack us?"

Akutagawa-senpai stood up "boss knows what he's doing,Higuchi,and this person who's coming,at all costs,don't hurt her,if you do,i'll never forgive you,i'll even count you as a traitor"

"but why? isn't the agency our enemy? the agency isn't predictable at all" i said

he sighed "that woman..

is Dazai-san's girlfriend"

-Current time-
-Y/N's POV-
i was now sitting in a chair in Rintarou-kun's office,Elise had put a bunch of her sweets on my lap,i was practically lost in thought,before he sat down next to me

"would you like anything,Y/N-chan? such as a drink?"

"i don't drink that often,i drink 4 times a year,so far i've drank 2 times,so 2 times are left"

"won't you have your third with me?"

"no,thanks? but i'd like to know something"

"anything,Y/N-chan!" he said,clapping his hands together

"does Father know about this?"

he understood immediately "nobody from the agency,Y/N-chan" his voice toned down a bit

"please let them know" when i said that he looked at me surprised "did i hear you correctly?"

"yes you heard me correctly,don't act deaf,on my behalf,please tell them"

he pulled out his phone,and dialed a number

-Dazai's POV-
i felt so lost,it wasn't only me,it was the entire agency,and president had it worse,at this point we didn't even see him,but Yosano and Ranpo were the only ones who were able to see him,according to Yosano his wrinkles had increased,and he looked even more tired,turns out he only slept for half an hour from the day Y/N sacrificed herself

i heard my phone ringing,it was Mori-san

"what does that bitch want right now.." i answered the phone "what is it Mori-san"

"I'd like to get straight to the point,Y/N's alive"

i stood up in surprise,my heart beating fast

"give her the phone,RIGHT NOW"

i heard him tell her that i'm on the line,then i got the biggest surprise in my life

"D-Dazai?" her voice..was there..that was the voice that we thought we'd lose forever

i quickly ran to president's office "i'd like to give president the phone first" i quickly knocked on the door

"enter.." i heard a tired voice,when i entered i saw president looking tired and skinnier than usual

"this person would like to talk to you" i gave him the phone,he took it from me with shaky hands "yes..?"

i saw President's eyes lighting up,so i decided to leave,but to the port mafia base,i ran out

i can't wait to see her again

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