Drowning in love | Dazai x reader

s a c r i f i c e ?

- s a c r i f i c e ? : s t a r t -
-Y/N's POV-
(this is sort of continuing off the "thou shalt know")

i heard footsteps,i looked over and it was Father,i looked back at the view,as i felt him wrap his arm around my shoulder "hello"

"recharging from the craziness?" he asked,i slowly nodded,he hugged me and rested his head on my shoulder,i stayed still

"looks like you need some energy recharging too" i felt his head nodding

"unlike you,i get a lot of work each day,and everything keeps piling up on me."

i sighed "i AM your daughter,you know,i knew you since i was a little baby,i don't even know why you hide things away from me when i know how you look when there's something wrong" i softly patted his back,he patted my back in return

"this is exactly why i wouldn't trade you for anything,F/N"

i smiled "i wouldn't either" i moved to face him,he let me go and we made eye contact,he proceeded to hug me,i hugged him back,i closed my eyes as i hugged him,and took a deep breath to reassure myself that everything was gonna be okay with him and i,everyone in the agency would also be okay

but that's what i thought

-the next day-
-third person POV-

Y/N and the rest of the agency members were just chilling,then suddenly father came out

"we have to go on a mission" he said with a stern voice

"im sorry..'we'? who do you mean?" i asked

"i mean everyone here" Junichiro peeked his head from Father's back

"wait..2 or 3 people aren't enough manpower?! who are we fighting?!" Kunikida asked

"a dangerous unknown organization,their origin isn't known either,so it needs everyone here" he said as he walked by the door,Junichiro and Yosano following him,and soon everyone followed him,and we went into a bus,going to the location,i sat next to Dazai and whispered in his ear "i don't feel okay,there will be something going wrong in this mission,i feel it"

he whispered "me too,it's like we will lose someone today.."

my face turned yellow as i felt the urge to throw up,i held my head in my arms,as i took deep breaths,Dazai patted my back

then we reached the destination

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we sneaked in the location,i felt even more nervous and nauseous,but i pulled myself together

"there are 10 directions,leading to the same center,we need to split" Ranpo said,and we went on our way

i saw two guards chatting before looking at me,and quickly grabbing a communication device,i removed my eyepatch

"break that communication device,and if there are any more,break them too"

i saw the guard who had the communication device panicking as he forcefully threw the device on the ground and stepped on it multiple times,the other doing the same thing with another one,the devices becoming nothing but chunks of whatever they're made out of