Drowning in love | Dazai x reader

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-Y/N's POV-

I woke up,sighing remembering what happened yesterday with me and the Port Mafia

'Better go to the agency quickly..' I got out of bed,did my daily routine before heading to the agency

I just entered pretty casually and sat infront my laptop,then looked around

There were Kyouka,Kenji and Ranpo eating snacks together (the reason Ranpo is sharing is because Atsushi bought him these,not Ranpo's actual snacks)

Kunikida being the insane work-horse he is

And I heard screams which felt like they came from Yosano's office,they sounded like Junichiro's screaming 'poor Junichiro-kun..'

But there was something odd,no Dazai

"Kunikida-san,where's Dazai-san?"

"Dazai? He said he's preparing something in his room so he'll be late today"

"Late? Oh" I started writing my report to Father about the capture

'I got knocked out by something and woke up at the sight of Dazai lol'

I submitted it to Kunikida,he looked at me confused
"Y/N,this isn't what we ordered!"

"You asked me for what happened,that's what happened!"

He looked at the email then looked at me "you didn't wake up in the Port Mafia? They were that quick?"

"Yes" I played games on my laptop,then my phone buzzed

-New Notification:Dazai-san :))-
Come over ;) -insert location-

"Huh..?" I stood up and clicked on the location,it was 2 minutes away

"Where are you going this time?" Kunikida asked

"Dazai-san" I left the agency,and went to the location,and knocked on the door

The door was shortly opened by Dazai,wearing a suit

"Ooh! I've never seen you wear a suit before! Or black in general! You look cool!" I looked at him in amazement

He smiled "come in" I went inside,his room was absolutely clean

"Wait here" he went to a room and closed the door behind him

I just closed my eyes until he came over "y/n"

i opened my eyes and turned around "hm?"

"stand up"

i stood up,he came over and put his hand over my eyes

"hey! what do you think you're doing,Dazai-san?!"

"it's a surprise for you,y/n" his voice seemed incredibly soft,i've never heard him speak like that,but i just let him take me to that room

he took his hand off of my eyes,and i saw an incredibly romantic room

helium balloons at each corner of the room,candles lighting up the room,and a lot of flower petals,they were fake

"woah! all of this for me?!" i looked at him with my eyes lighting up

he held both of my hands,i got flustered,i looked at him,and we made eye contact,it felt like there was love behind his eyes

"y/n,ever since i met you,you lit up a spark in me i never knew could be lit,you made me feel many emotions i had never felt before,you opened a whole new place in my heart i never knew could open" he sighed "i love you.."

i felt my face heating up and my heart beating fast

"will you be my significant other?" he asked,before placing both of his hands on my cheeks,and pulled my face closer to his

i couldn't handle it,i've never experienced this type of love before,and since Father didn't get a significant other,he won't know what's happening to me right now

but Dazai's eyes had love behind them,he had an expression i never saw in him before

i intentionally got my face closer to his,our faces were inches apart

suddenly,i closed my eyes,and it felt warm,i softly pulled away before realizing what the hell i just did

i..kissed him!

he came over to hug me,before he broke into tears

"Dazai?!" i hugged him back

"nobody..ever trusted me like that.."

i smiled "we'll now you have someone who trusts you like that"

i felt myself getting lightweight,before realizing ihr was carrying me "Hey!"

he chuckled as he threw me on the bed (it's a mattress not futon don't worry about your spine breaking,i know the armed detective agency rooms don't have mattresses but ig fanfic logic??)

he laid down beside me,and we held hands,i looked at him,turns out he was looking at me first

"stalker."

"but y/n,you look better when i look at you while you don't notice"

i smiled at him,and he smiled back,he then proceeded to pull me into his arms,i felt warm,a type of warm i've never felt before,before i knew it,my eyelids were getting heavier,i tried opening them forcefully but i couldn't

the world went black,and i drifted to sleep in my new lover's arms

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