Drowning in love | Dazai x reader

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A/N:this has slight bsd manga spoilers,but not something to spoil the plot of the manga,a minor one

-Y/N's POV-

I woke up,feeling like my entire body was crushed,I slowly sat up,inhaling deep breaths,I stayed there for a while,eventually I got off my bed and headed off to the agency,all of my stuff was there already so I didn't need to pack anything to go there

-at the agency-

I had finished work assigned to me,I had started feeling better but to me,I felt like something was about to happen,something dangerous,probably including "him",the same person who got me paranoid only for him to make me take care of his ability,but I wonder why? Why me? I wonder..

-TIMESKIP TO WHEN SHE GETS TO TAKE CARE OF ELISE IM SORRY LOL-

I was working in the agency for a week now,And Dazai was one of my bestest friends there,besides Ranpo and Yosano,which I had known since I was a little child,Dazai and I hung out a lot,I found out he was actually and still is a suicidal maniac as he tried to commit suicide multiple times in the past,he told me they couldn't be counted on the fingers which actually concerned me

But nonetheless we'd text eachother and call eachother whenever we could,I took him one time to an curry place and he looked sad and happy,but the moment we finished eating and left he looked extremely sad,when I asked him what was wrong he told me curry reminded him of an old friend he had,I didn't ask him any further questions but I wondered who was that old friend? What happened to him or her?

But today was the day I'd get to take care of Elise..taking care?? Of Elise?? When an executive can take care of her?? Yes

But then yet again,he's an old friend,looks nice but can pickle your organs and eat them for lunch

I sighed,and stood up,then left the agency without anyone noticing

I went over to the secret entrance and saw nobody there

"Huh..he'd usually be on time.."

Suddenly,I felt something hit me in the head

And everything turned black

-Fukuzawa's POV-

I get out of my office,only to see F/N not there

"Does any of you know where F/N is?"

"No" was all I heard from everyone,before Dazai realized it,he was just as shocked as I was

"Y/N-chan was..right here,she didn't speak of..where she would go.." was what Dazai had said before everyone turned up their heads from what they were doing

Kunikida immediately got his phone out and dialed her

"Number unavailable.." he sighed

"What does that mean?!" Atsushi had shouted

I was in the middle of all of this,shocked,even scared for my own adopted daughter,suddenly all that was around me was black

-Third person POV,after about 10 minutes,at the armed detective agency-

"He should be fine" the doctor of the agency spoke "his blood pressure was higher than the average,probably due to F/N going missing and being unavailable in terms of calling"

"We have deployed Dazai,Kyouka and Ranpo to get her out of that mess" Kunikida sighed "what caused her to go to the Port Mafia.."

"We don't know,and she won't tell,Ranpo and I know that best.." the doctor sighed "anyway..I have to close the door now to keep as much silence as possible,I'll call you when he wakes up again" she closed the door in Kunikida's face before going back to her desk and resting her head in her arms

What dragged F/N into all of the Port Mafia and Armed Detective Agency crossfire? She had always been a peaceful and cheerful child,from ever since Yosano met her

-11 years flashback-

Ranpo (age 15) was pushing Yosano (age 14) in a wheelchair,he got her down a lot of stairs,leaving Fukuzawa and Mori fighting at the rooftop

"Where are we going?" Yosano asked

"Somewhere to meet a specific somebody"

"Who's that somebody?" She asked him again

"You'll find out,but trust me,she is literally a walking sun,always cheerful and happy,I'm sure she'll light up your life" the young boy replied

Eventually he took her to a red brick building and started pushing the wheelchair up the stairs,until he got to a door that had a sign on it

Armed Detective Agency

"Is this where she is..?" The young girl asked

"Mhm" he opened the door,and what was there was honestly a sight to behold

A girl sitting on at a table (F/N L/N "Fukuzawa" age 9),pretty occupied with a puzzle in hand,before looking over at Ranpo,and the mysterious girl that was with him

She ran over to him "Ranpo-san!" And hugged him

He hugged her back "Hello there!"

She let go and looked at Yosano

Her eyes were beautiful,and dazed,they were bright and filled with joy and light,the opposite of Yosano's

"Who is she?" She looked over at Ranpo

"Her name is Yosano" he explained to the even younger girl infront of him

She looked over at Yosano again,that's when Yosano looked at her and made eye contact

When Yosano looked at her,it was like all of her problems and pain went away,the girl was smiling a genuine and happy smile "nice to meet you Yosano-san! I'm Y/N!"

"Nice to meet you,Y/N-chan" she looked down on the floor

Y/N looked over at Ranpo "please shoo now,I wanna have some girl time with her"

Ranpo looked at her weird,but left the agency,leaving the young girls alone

Yosano looked at the little girl,who looked at her,amused

"You look really hurt! Did you fall off the stairs or something?" Y/N asked

The short haired girl started tearing up,and cried as she hugged the younger girl infront of her

At that moment Y/N knew that the girl was hurt mentally,physically and most of all emotionally,so she just hugged back

Yosano buried her head in Y/N's shoulder,and eventually she couldn't feel anything

"She fell asleep..crying.." the small girl frowned,before she tried carrying the short haired girl,which was quite easy,she put Yosano on a couch,l for her to rest,then proceeded to play with her puzzle once again
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A/N:AYY SORRY FOR BEING SO LATE IVE BEEN BUSY WITH SCHOOL AND OCT 4TH WAS MY BDAY :))