My Secret Love

Chapter Six- Dedicated to beginnings...

Weston

"This is great." Julianne says, pulling the skin off her chicken. I gaze into the ocean and watch as the darkness continues to fall. I know I beckoned I wouldn't go around her while, no one else was in the house, but I was in the kitchen, about to grab something to eat, to take up to my room, when  heard sniffling. 

I peeked into the living room, and Julianne was crying. I have always had a weakness for crying girls. Girls should never cry, ecpecially not Julianne. It's kind of ironic, I think of how many girls must have cried because of me, and cringe. I'm a douche.

I shake my head to agree with Julianne. When I know she's looking away I dare myself and look at her. The precense of the sun fading makes her skin look more creamier, then usual. I find myself unable to tear my eyes away. "What?" she says, looking at me, with the realization that I have been looking at her.

I shake my head, and a smile falters onto my lips, "Your bueatiful." Shit, why did I say that?  I quickly turn my head, hoping that some how her ears are not working. "You want to know something?" I stare out into the open see, not wanting to look back at her. With out my answer she continues. 

"I thought, hey Westons' back, maybe it's time, he can see im a big girl. Maybe I can get him to like me. I go and put on a dress and curl my hair, I tought I was looking good, but apparently not good enough for you. I tried to be the kind of girl your intrested in, when we were in the kitchen, but you just got weirded out. Guess what? I'm giving up, just so you know. I get it you will only see me as a little girl, lacking in so many ways."

I swallow down a breath, and bite my lip. Lacking? In what way is she lacking? I get it now, that's how I've been treating her, like a little girl. Im a screwed up guy when it comes to girls, and she's my bestfiend's sister. but, did she really did all that for me? The dress? She looked amazing, she does now. 

After her telling me all that, I decide to step up and be a man. I told her I would never hurt her, when we were younger, and wether I like it or not, im hurting her. I turn my head to face her. She repeats my previous stance, and looks out. I reach out my hand and touch the bottom of her chin, pulling her face to look at me.

"Julianne, Your gorgious, be yourself. Im sure guys are going crazy to have you right now." I see the tentsion in her rise, as she drops her gaze to the ground. "I dont care." she mumbles.

"Look at me," I tug lightly at her chin. "Im a messed up guy, your brother would kill me if he knew. Your so innoscent, and way to perfect for me."

"Your not messed up, I want you, you would never really hurt me, I know you. I have always known you." Im absolutly crazy, I have this amazing, beyond perfect girl infront of me, and im being a pussy. 

"Your brother..." she cuts, me off her, her eyes boring into mine, as she puts a finger to my lips. "Doesn't have to know.' That some how hits me with the force of a cannon ball. I move her finger down from my lips, 

I press my lips to her. Kissing her tenderly, but passionatly at the same time.

I know short right? But it has so much emotion in it! Remeber to vote! Thanks lovlies!