The 2 choices

Break up

*Knock! Knock!* Kirishima kept knocking on Yokozawa's door & said: "Yokozawa! I know you are at home, please open the door." 'Shit! Shit! Why is he doing here!' Yokozawa panic as when he was about to leave he saw Kirishima walking out of the lift. He quickly lock the door & off the light hoping Kirishima would think that he is not at home. But it was dumb of him because Kirishima already saw his room light on when he was downstair. 'But I don't want to see him now. I just can't bear to see him. Not after i have build up all the courage to leave him. If i see him now i wouldn't want to let him go at all. I'm just.... too scared' Yokozawa thought to himself. He was afraid of losing Kirishima all the time. He didn't want to lose him at all but he was not confidence to keep Kirishima by his side. He was certain that if Kirishima was to choose between him or Sakura, he will surely never let Sakura go again. He was sure... very certain about it. He knew Kirishima would want Hiyo to have a mum instead of a someone who isn't blood related to her. Finally he took up the courage and said: "What do you want! Why are you here! You shouldn't be here!" Despite yokozawa shouting all these, Kirishima could hear the sound of sadness. He knew that it took up alot of courage of Yokozawa to speak up and for some reason, he find this side of Yokozawa cute. He felt that Yokozawa had always been thinking too much and not knowing how to express truthfully what he want. Thus, Kirishima snicker and said: "Yokozawa, what are you talking about? I am here to visit my dear boyfriend. Do i need a reason to visit my boyfriend? Oh but if you really need a reason it would be i really miss you." Obviously, hearing all these would made Yokozawa blush but not this time, because he felt that it was just one of Kirishima joke again. "Stop fooling around! Go back! Hiyo need you and ... she need you too..." Yokozawa said while sliding down the door on his back, he sat on the floor and tears started flowing out. He knew how much pain it was to said that she need him because he know fully well enough that he need Kirishima too but... he wasn't confidence enough to say out. "What about you? Don't you need me?" Kirishima said, this time not teasing but sound abit upset. Yokozawa was shock to hear that. Of course he need Kirishima! If he could he just want to hug him tight and tell him how much he really need him and how much he love Kirishima. He could throw away all the pride to just say all these. But he knew the best that the 3 of them together would then consider as a family and he really do not want to destroy it. He made a decision, he want the best for Hiyo & Kirishima and so he told Kirsihima "I don't need you. I don't even love you at all. All i did was to find a replacement to the pain i felt from Masamune. You just happen to be around. So stop thinking big about yourself and go away!" After hearing Yokozawa said such a hurtful words, Kirishima was angry. He didn't knew Yokozawa had always treated him as a replacement and here he is running all the way from work to find him. What he didn't know was all of the words said was a lie from Yokozawa and so he said: "Oh really. That's how you want to play then be it! It was wrong of me to pick you up!" After hearing Kirishima walking away, Yokozawa then finally let out all his feeling. He couldn't care much whether any of his neighbours heard him crying or shouting. He just need a vent to let out all his sadness... all his pain....

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