Deadly helpful ( SF )

18.

Ash was in the apartments, talking with Sal and Todd , maybe chug joined the conversation too . I went out of the building with Larry , we needed a cigarette break after all of this . ,,Do you know what , love ? I was actually thinking about all of this . What's the meaning ? Why we were even born to this place , why we were chosen to live and experience all of this shit ...what's going on right now ? " ,,Well , nobody knows , but our destiny is fucking messed up ." Larry chuckled and looked down . He's overthinking again , and he's not alone . Since the bologna accident , I am thinking about all of this , too . ,,So , I know we both believe in destiny , but ... do you think that we are actually able to change our destiny ? You know , like ... if one of us dies before it was destined , do you think it could change the story of our lifes ? " I looked into his deep , dark eyes . I smiled. ,,I think that our destiny is changing all the time , thanks to our decisions , thanks to the people we met . Everything can change everything." He smirked , looking into my eyes . He kissed me , breathing the smoke into my mouth. I breathed it in and started coughing, but then I thought I saw something behind the corner . I choked a little again and pointed at the place . ,,What's happening ?I am The only thing that can choke you . Oh -" he tried to help me , I didn't need any help after all , i catched some air . I chuckled nervously , I felt really embarrassed. ,,Never mind, I thought I saw something . " i looked at the floor with awkward smirk on my face . ,,Why are you so red again ? " he chuckled. I looked at him , still having awkward smirk on my face . ,,For some reason, I feel like embarrassment. Nothing was there and I think I forgot about something , anyways..." ,,Hold on ." Larry said , throwing his cigarette on ground and stepping on it , taking mine , throwing it on the ground and stepping on it too . I wasn't getting what he wants to do , so I just watched him in confusion. He hugged me , very tightly, but gently at the same time . I hugged him back , hiding my face on his chest . ,,I need you in my life , and I will need you even after it . I love you ." ,,I love you too." I whispered . ,,Oh my god ..." I heard someone saying, but I didn't saw anyone . ,,Hey!" Larry yelled , looking to the corner where I saw something before. We stopped hugging and we were curious ... who the fuck it could be ? It was a deep womans voice mumbling , or so I think . ,,Come out ! " I yelled . No one answered, but we saw a little bit of her sleeve . I looked at Larry , who had a smirk on his face . ,,Larry , no !" ,,That's what you said yesterday, but you dont mean it the same as now." He said , chuckled and I punched him gently . Then we heard some quiet whispers from the corner , but we didn't understand what she said . I ran there . ,,Teresa!" Larry said , slowly running after me . Weather was really cold , I get why he didn't want to run .

,,What do you want ?!" I asked her . It was that old witch , who lives in the Addison apartments too . I hate her so much , she hates me too . ,,I'm just curious ! Leave me alone ! " she said , that rude bastard. ,,Why ? " Larry asked . ,,none of your business. So... who are you really dating?" She was killing Larry with her cold looks , then she arrogantly looked at me with sarcastic smile. ,,huh ? " ,,So you're with brown haired  or blue haired satanist ? " ,,Ma'am , I'm with Larry , and sally face is my best friend . " I was pissed , Larry was in fact pissed even more than me , but he knew she can call police on him and they would believe her everything. ,,Really ? So you're wearing a wig to be with that blue haired one ,but when you dont wear it, you are cheating on him with THIS? " She pointed her finger at larry, thinking she made a good point. We bursted out laughing , she thought we're crazy, but shes just stupid. ,,Teresa ? " I heard sally face , who walked into this situation with ash . ,, I was looking for you everywhere! " ash said with smile on her face . ,,I need to go , I heard you laughing so I knew where you are in second . You have something about one hour to get home so dont you dare forget and I am really tired , so I'll go sooner than we are supposed to. See ya . ",, see ya ." I said and she walked away with Sal .

That woman was too stunned to speak. She looked so shocked , she was lookin at me and ash with angry eyebrows and opened mouth . When ash walked behind the corner , that woman crossed arms . ,,So ... what did you say about wigs ? " Larry said and I giggled. She looked even more mad . ,,I thought you are a lying whore , but ... but it wasn't you . You're twins ?! " I nodded . ,,Fine . Great news. " she said , walked fast and angrily away .

We bursted out laughing when we were telling this to Sal . ,,She's dumbass ! " ,,Hahah , yeah ! Wait ... what's the time ? " I asked . ,,19.49 ... holy mcstinkies ! We forgot about time ! May i go with you ? " larry started panicking . ,,Chill out love , Im late anyways so ... I think some more minutes won't do a big difference. My dad would be even more pissed if he sees you out of nowhere even on streets, but I can talk with him about you ."

Yeah , you heard correctly. My dad doesn't know about my relationship, mainly because he is so overprotective and I think he doesn't like Larry because of his looks and maybe also because he listens to metal. My dad doesn't know i like metal. I love how larry looks tho , but my dad is just like : ,he is great friend , isn't he ? But he can't be good a partner, no one for you or ash, for some reason i feel like he beats his girls and also... Im sorry to say that but i feel like he's using some drugs, yk- marihuana and stroger...'... so , he knows Larry like our best friend. I'm worried what will be his reaction when i'll tell him about larry . Larry was never at my place , but that needs to change .

,,I can't wait to go to your place tho ! " ,,Good bye ! Don't worry I'll finally tell my dad about us. I love you , take care ." I said and kissed Larry .