Deadly helpful ( SF )

19.

I walked home through one small forest , I could go on the street , but actually... this forest has great aesthetic. I like to walk there by myself and sometimes with Larry . It's calming and sometimes creepy - especially at night when it's foggy, but I love it .

,,Travis ? Is that you ?" Travis was sitting on bench , with his face in his hands , sobbing . He looked up at me , with red eyes thanks to crying . ,,Teresa ? Don't look at me now !" He said while rubbing his eyes . His voice was cracking . ,,Hey ! I don't know what happened , but it will be fine . " ,, It won't be fine . You can't know how it will end up ! " he almost yelled . ,,woah, chill blondie ! I was trying to calm you down , but whatever . I guess you wanna be alone so I'll go ..." I said and wanted to walk away. ,,WAIT!" He yelled . I turned back at him and rolled my eyes . He couldn't see it , there wasn't good lighting. Just a low street light , what was flashing sometimes . He was looking at the ground , I didn't see his eyes at the moment , but his head was little bit down so it was obvious. ,,So Barbie , what's your problem ? " I said . he wiped his nose into his sleeve. ,,There's not just one . I just ... need something ." He said . ,,Hm?" ,,A hug , maybe ?" He said and i giggled. "Really ? I'm sorry , we are sometimes trying almost to kill each other and now you wanna hug ? " ,,I'm sorry, that was stupid . I'm just fucking up everything I ever did . " I didn't know what to think and i was quiet for a few seconds, when i noticed it might look kinda mean. ,,No , I'm sorry ... I just don't know how to react . So , if it's going to help you and it won't be uncomfortable, hug?" He looked up at me. He walked to me slowly and hugged me tightly. ,,Oh , hahaha , fine !" I said . ,,Teresa ... I'm gay ." He said and I was in shock . ,,huh?" I pulled him away gently so i can look in his face. ,,Is it that bad ?" ,,No no no no no ! It's fine , I just ... didn't expect you to say this . I'm fine with that , I'm just surprised. " ,, Yeah , sorry ... all the time I have crush on you too , but BOYS ? You know what I mean , I like boys more that girls, but i also like some girls and Im just being confused. " ,,Let me guess ... you like sal !" he looked at me shocked . Then he smirked . ,,Maybe a little bit . Don't tell it to anyone tho , I don't want them to call me faggot . " ,,So ... you were saying and bullying Sally face with that the WHOLE TIME , even when you didn't know if he even likes boys ? " he looked at the ground . ,,He has long hair ... thats the reason. " ,,Great , but you have short hair and you are the one who likes boys ! Hair doesn't say anything about you . See ? Larry has long hair and he has me ! Look, he is used to your stupid words but if you're going to call him faggot one more time , I'll slap you . " he nodded . ,, so , it's fine ?" ,, Yeah! Why are you asking me again ? " ,,Just ... dad told me its not ." ,,Hey , that's bad ... but try to ignore his words ! I know it's not that easy to ignore it , but whatever . " he nodded . I looked at the time- Oh no... Im late. ,,Oh sorry ! I need to go Travis , keep your chin up, Im here for you and bye ! " I said and ran home .