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In the same day i stayed at the addisons apartments . I had weird feeling about the whole situation, but I wanted to be there with Larry. Yesterday he asked, if I'll stay at his place. Of course I said yes, even if my dad would say no.  I'd run away from home to Addison apartments!I kinda wanted some more drama with dad, but I didn't even had new drama after all , because my dad let me go in a second . Ash was sleeping at sals place , but she said it's just friendly, and their relationship isn't romantic at all .  if she lies and at the end it would be romantic , I'll ask her about everything what happened . I wanna know everything even when it would be friendly , what it could be in the future , but what if she lies , right ? I hope he won't wear his mask at least , he has nothing to hide. Second promise-I promised him sleepover at his place today too . Double promise can't be took away . He even told me that he needs me today , and I actually need him too. I mostly deal with myself by myself, I don't like sharing my problems at all. He is the only exception, I'm not afraid to talk about anything with him, positive and negative,

,,Sorry that I took you in that situation ." Larry said and I was confused . ,,What are you talking about ?" ,,If we didn't ever meet , you'll be now happy with Travis , you wouldn't be in that awful place and you wouldn't be in these awful situations . I'm sorry , I love you so much but I feel like I am the reason why are going through this all with us, because of me. And also- you saw me puke ." Larry said and he was really sad. It looked like he will cry in a minute . I holded his face in my hands and squished it a little bit. He wasnt able to talk thanks to that and also... looked really cute. ,,Larry , listen ... I love you , man ... and that absolutely wasn't the first time when I saw you puke ." I said and he smirked . ,,You think I'll be happier with Travis ? Really , TRAVIS ?! He's a jerk! Even if we wouldn't met before , we would meet in School and we would find each other anyway . And who cares about all the weird stuff? I mean , yeah , it probably traumatized me and everyone else , but it also leveled up our relationship . You think we would talk to each other like this and tellin each other literally everything otherwise?" He nodded and smiled. ,,I don't think so , you're right." ,,alright my love , I don't wanna hear any ugly fucking stuff that you're telling to yourself , okey ? It's not truth ! You're awesome , tall , handsome and clever young man who is mine , and I'm so glad that I know you and Im so lucky to pull you. I love you Larry , and you know that well."