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The next few days fly by pretty quickly. Nothing really happened. I continued my morning routine but without another door slamming in my face. I did text with Scarlett though. We also called the other day just to talk and to get to know each other a little bit with I think is really nice. I hope we can become friends.

Right now I'm about to start the stream which Jonas will join later. For now I'll play Crab Game with my community.

I start the stream and wait a little before greeting the chat. "Hey guys. Today I'll play some Crab Game with you before Jonas joins us later so we can continue Far Cry 6. So I'll launch the game and then I'll send a link in chat so you can join me."

So that's exactly what I did. I played with my community until I hear the sound from Discord which signals that Jonas joins the call.
"Hey Y/N!" "Hey dude. I'll finish this round and then we can start playing" "Yeah no stress. I have to grab my lunch real quick anyway."

After finishing the round we both started Far Cry 6 and talked a little and interacted with our chats. After playing for about 4 hours we decide that it's enough for today and say our goodbyes for today. We end the stream and start to talk a bit among us.

"Are you nervous about tomorrow?", Jonas asks. "About what?"
"You're getting Coffee with Scarlett Johansson remember?"
"Oh that. I would say I'm more excited. I mean we texted everyday even if it was just a little bit and the other day we facetimed. But a little nervous yes. I really want to get to know her and become friends and I don't want to screw this up because of some dump shit I might do."
"You didn't tell me about the facetime?!" he exclaimes, "What did you two talk about? Yes, it would be really cool if you two become friends. You won't screw it up. Just be yourself and don't change your personality just because you want her to like you. If she wants to get to know you she should get to know the real you directly. And you don't have to tell her too personal stuff if you don't like to. I'm sure she would understand."

I smile to myself knowing how good of a friend he is. Always looking out for me.

"Sorry I didn't tell you. I don't know it just slipped my mind I guess. We talked about our days and some other basic stuff. She had to hang up after some basic stuff because of her daughter. I think she needed help with something or so. I'll try my best. You know me and how I am when it comes to open up to others. But your right she should know the real me directly before it makes things complicated. And your probably also right that she would understand if I don't want to talk about something. She seems very understandable. God I just hope I don't get a panic attack or something. What if people recognize us? You know I don't do good with much attention or crowds and-"

Before I can start to overthink too much and begin to spiral Jonas cuts me off because otherwise I probably will have a panic attack and he knows it.

"Hey Y/N! Listen to me! You'll be just fine. Please stop overthinking every little detail! It is possible that you'll be recognized but your popular and so is she. It's not inevitable that at least one of you will be seen. But you know how it works and Scarlett is probably a real pro in it considering she is an actress. So please just breath and stop overthinking right know!", he reasons.
Point proven I guess.

"Okay okay I'll stop. Your right and I don't even know why I'm overthinking it. I guess it's because it's Scarlett fucking Johansson I'm getting coffee with.", I chuckle.

"Probably yeah. Just relax the rest of the day and try to not think about it."
"Will do captain"
"Hey!" We both laugh at our interaction.
"I need to go Y/N. I'm meeting with my mum for dinner. But please tell me how it went with Scarlett!"

Jonas' mum is like a mother to me since I lived with them for the most time of my childhood. I'm very grateful for this because he and his family took me in after I ran away from mine. They took care of me and consider me as one of their kids. If it weren't for them I probably would've ended at the street or in the system.

"Of course dude. Please say hello to your mum and the rest for me!"
"Certainly. Bye!"
"Bye! Talk to you tomorrow!"
"Yeah"

After we ended our call I turn off my PC and make my way into the kitchen to make me some dinner. I settle on some rice with chicken and some vegetables. I sit down on the couch my plate in my hands and turn on the TV to watch a movie while eating.

Going to bed I can't fall asleep. Too much thinking about the day which awaits me tomorrow. After some tossing around I finally managed to get some sleep.

What feels like some minutes after closing my eyes were serval hours in real life. Because the next thing I know is feeling the sunlight on my skin. Looking at the clock I see that it's already 10:30am. I groan but get up anyway knowing I want to get my morning routine done before getting ready for the coffee with Scarlett.

So that's what I did. I went on my walk and grabbed my coffee from the shop where I'll be later again. I went to the gym for a short amount of time and showered. I put on some black ripped jeans, a white t-shirt, my bracelet, necklace and rings and my white sneakers. I also put on a cap and a pair of sunglasses. I finish my look by using my perfume. I look at myself at the mirror one last time before heading out of my apartment and making my way to the coffee shop to meet Scarlett.

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