Mentally In Love//Jake x Devon

Part 12:Fuck It Up

Next Morning
(Jakes pov

I woke up.The sun shines in my eyes."fuuuuuuuuuuuck~" I groan from the light.Devon turns over onto his stomach and looks at me.He opens his eyes a little.He looks confused.He looks around.He groans and lays his head back down.I yawn and slowly takes the cover off of me.I close the blinds to get rid of some of the light.

As I walk downstairs Junior bolts past me."damn" I whisper.Junior runs down the stairs.I walk down them like a normal fucking person."Why are you running" I groan."I can't fucking find my Austin" He says."who?" I lie.Ever since Junior and Austin kissed Ive been doing that so Junior has to say boyfriend."Austin Jake I can't fucking find Austin" He panics.I tilt my head in confusion.Junior sighs."I fucking lost my boyfriend." He mumbles as his face turns red."much better" I say.Junior flips me off.

I help him look.I go outside and look in the garage.I see Austin crying with head head to his knees.I slowly back away and run to get Junior."he's having a breakdo-" I start but Junior bolts by me again.I decide to leave them alone.I make some noodles and watch tv.
Juniors pov
I run to the garage."god there you are" I whisper as I sit in front of him.I lift his chin with my thumb.His eyes are red and puffy.And his hands are shaking."what's wrong,.." I whisper.Austin doesn't normally cry.He tries to be strong.I guess today he couldn't."Austin.....what happened" I whisper.he chimes back tears.I wipe them away with my hand."roxy...she's dead" He sobs.My face expression changes."what happened...." I whisper.I try to be as quiet to not scare him.

"I didn't know.Shes just fucking dead" He sobs.I understand why he's breaking down.Roxy was all his family left him.I just wrap my arms around him.He continues sobbing.

A/N:yep.i killed the fucking dog
Jakes pov

I go up the staires.I look out the window.Its a pretty gloomy day.Devon groans.Hes still laying on his stomach.He slowly lifts his head up."morning" I say.Devon waves at me and raises his eyebrow like I don't sleep with him every night 🙄

He slowly sits up cries cross in the bed.He looks down tiredly."you had a really good sleep.Its 1 pm"I laugh.Devon does a small smile.He rubs his eyes.Devon looks at the tv playing stranger things."we gonna stay in today?" He asks."wow finally you spoke sleepy head" I say as I sit next to him.I wrap my hand around his waist.He leans his head on my shoulder."I'm bored" Devon says."same.Juniors comforting Austin.And we can't leave the house until tomorrow" I say .Devon looks down at his cuts.He runs his hands over them.

"Devon..no" I say seriously.I don't need him to start again.Devon ignored me.Rude.He walked downstairs with Jake following him telling him to stop.Jake quickly grabbed Devon's arm the second he opened the knife drawer."you've been doing so good" I whisper as I place my hands on Devon's waist.If I touch him there he'll do whatever I say.Little tip I picked up.

Devon sighs.He buries his head in Jakes chest and groans.He looks over and sees Junior carrying a sleeping Austin upstairs.Devon removes his face form my chest."god why are you so fucking cute" Devon sighs.i close the knife drawer."Why are you so sensitive?" I say."I'm not sen-" Devon starts before I slowly rubs his hips."fine I am!" He pleads.I laugh and stop.Devon goes to the fridge.I sit at the table."sooo ready to go back to school?" I say.Devon freezes.I know he did cause he's just staring at the cup."I'll take that as a hard no" I say.Devin sighs and nods.
Authors POV

"it's hard after everyone knows you cut now" Devon says.jake understands.He just looks down.They heard gunshots bust through the window.Jake quickly get up and stand infront of Devon."come on..." Jake whispers as they run upstairs to get Junior and Austin.They go in to see Junior and Austin asleep.Jake quickly shakes them."get up,get the fuck up!" Jake whisper yells.Junior sure yo while Austin just groans."someone's is trying to get in.We have to go" Devon says.Junior and Austin quickly get up and put there shoes on.They run down staires.They go to the back door and quickly get in the car.Junior drives."where are we gping?" Austin asks."I don't know" Junior says."let's wait it out" Jake says.

Devon and Austin nod.They make it to Lexis house."ughh"Jake and Austin groans."I know but she's all we have now" Junior says as he opens Austin's door.They all walk up to the mansion.Junior knocks on the door."hello-" Lexi starts.He eyes emediantly go to Austin.She cracks her knuckles."take a picture.Itll last longer" Austin says already annoyed.Jake doesn't say anything.Lexi looks at Devon.She makes a weird face.Jake stands in front of Devon."don't even try it" Jake says seriously.Lexi rolls her eyes."people are looking for us.Can we stay here?Just for tonight"Junior asks.Lexi sighs."fine.But I'm having party.But only because my parents aren't here"
She sighs as she moves out the doorway.

They all go in.Austin and Devon's faces look amazed by her house.Jake and Junior have seen this a lot.So there not fazed. They all sit on the couch and watch tv.Junior looks at Austin.His hands are shaking uncontrollably.Junior grabs Austin's wrist and takes him into the bathroom."Hey...what's wrong.Your shaking"Junior whispers.He makes Austin sit down in the toilet."lexi....why would you bring me here....Lexi hates me.Shes probably gonna try to fukcing kill me in my sleep" Austin panics.Austin begins bouncing his leg.Junior knows he's about to have a panic attack.He takes Austin's hands in his own."shhhh I'm not gonna let her hurt you" Junior whispers as he goes on one knee.

"I'm right here" Junior whispers as Austin closes his eyes.Austins hands stop shaking and his breathing goes steady."good job." Junior whispers.Austin opens his eyes."You did so good" Junior says as he lifts Austin's chin up.They both hand up and leave the bathroom.

Unaware that this party is about to

Fuck

Shit

Up.........