Mentally In Love//Jake x Devon

Part 14:Calm

Junior Pov 6:37am
I woke up.I look and see Austin's face buried into my chest.I yawn.I slowly sit up not waking up the other boy.Austin turns so his back is facing me.I remember what happened last night.Everything comes back.I can feel anger fill my body.But also towards myself.About how I wasn't there.About how I left him alone at a drunk party.I sigh and get up walking to the bathroom.I use the bathroom and wash my face.Simeone knocks on the bathroom door.Austin opens the door.He looks exhausted.I walk over to him.He backs away from me.I felt something fill my body.I realized what they did to him.Now he's to scared to even get near me.Tears fill his eyes."please tell me it was a dream" He sobs.I wrap him in a hug.He flinches at my touch but then slowly melts into it.I feel his shoulders relax the moment I wrap my body around him.Like a weight was lifted off of him.His body looked more relaxed then it did a few seconds ago.I can hear his sobs into my chest.His tears stain my shirt.And I don't care.I care about how I'm gonna help him through this shit."Its okay....I'm right here" I whisper.Austin hugs me tighter.I can't imagine how scary it was.I don't wanna imagine.My boyfriend lived it.And it was my fault."Come on...it's early.And your still sleepy" I say as we walk to the bed."I'm not sleepy" Austin lies."bed.Now.You little lyer" Junior laughs.Ausitn lays down.He falls asleep in seconds."Not tired my ass" Junior sighs.He goes under the covers with him.
Jakes pov
Devon was just sitting on the bed blankly.Hes been awake for a while now.I try to talk to him but he won't respond."baby I know it's scary.."I whisper.Devon shakes his head."It was terrifying...."Devon whispers."I couldn't move...,I couldn't stop him...I couldn't do anything but stay there until he was done.." Devon whispers as he begins sobbing.I sit infront of him.He wipes his tears and tries to hold them in."i would rather be at the mental hospital getting tased then that shit" Devon sobs.His hands begin shaking.I realize he's not scared....he's having a fucking panic attack.Devon begins laughing...but he was still crying."I'm laughing,I'm crying,it feels like I'm dying" Devon continued whispering those words."IM DYING" He sobs.I quickly wrap him in a hug."baby I'm right here....your safe" I whisper trying to calm him down.But it wasn't working.I could feel myself start to cry."I'm scared" Devon sobs as he hyperventilates.He lets go of the hug and puts his hand in his chest."I-i can't fucking breathe." Devon panics."Hey,hey,look at what I'm doing okay" I saw.I take a deep breath in and out slowly.Devon follows me.I repeated that until Devon was calm."good job.." I whisper to him with a small smile.Devon looks down at his lap.I grab the melatonin bottle and give him 2."what are these?" He asks as he eats them."something I use for you." I say.The world would have it be ending if you think I'd ever tell him what those are.Those are my best friend when it comes to him.He goes out like a light.I can see the look on Devon's face that it's already working.He looks more tired then he already did.He goes under the covers. I lay next to him.Knowing he's already 99% asleep.I fall asleep a few minutes after him.

Next chapter I gonna be extremely long.So be ready.....