Alpha's Luna ||JJK FF|| DISCONTINUED

Desiderium

-an ardent desire or longing especially: a feeling of loss or grief for something lost.

"Jungkook?" Taehyung asked as he hesitantly placed his hand on Jungkook's bulky figure. A wave of power and rage suddenly embraced the environment powerfully, making Taehyung withdraw his hand immediately.

The once molten honey brown eyes darkened to the deepest shade of red. Making the four other figures cower slightly.

Jungkook inhaled deeply bringing the locket to his nose. The addictive scent made his inner wolf take over, as feelings of desperation, longingness, and frustration together hit him. His deep red eyes trained on the small figure in his beta's arms. His patience and self-control were long lost as his wolf took over.

"Where did you get it from, pup?" he asked calmly, his voice a tad bit intimidating and deeper. The little girl's eyes trained down yet she answered knowing well not to disobey an Alpha's command.

"It's unnie's.." she whispered audibly, surprisingly without any stutter.

"Where is she?" he hissed without willing to, making the 4-year old cower in fear. Holding Jimin's collar tightly, she shook her head to let the deep red eyes trained on her, that she didn't know. He took a step forward but was immediately stopped.

"Jungkoo-" he raised his head towards the brown-haired man who addressed him. Taehyung immediately corrected himself seeing the shade of his eyes, "Xavier, calm down. She doesn't know... If we arrive at the packhouse we can start looking for her..."

His wolf exhaled in frustration as realization hit upon him. Not even the girl knew of his mate's whereabouts. A deep growl vibrated from his throat as he grew frustrated. Knowing too well he was going to lose control, he mind-linked his pack members with him now.

"Leave." 

Jimin and Teahyung hesitated, but Hoseok knew better to leave and give him some time to himself. He motioned them to move along towards the packhouse. The leaves on the muddly floor crunched slightly under their heavy thudded steps as they moved away from their alpha. 

Xavier, Jungkook's wolf, immediately opened his eyes as he figured they left. Taking a left turn he immediately walked further away from the growing forests leading to the packhouses. His eyes trained on the locket as he moved to the eastward side of his territory, to a place which he had discovered not long ago. The warm wind caressing his figure made him know that he had arrived at the spot. 

Walking further towards the edge of the cliff, he sat cross-legged gazing at the far distance. Where the sun slightly lowered down the mountains, with the sky painting itself in orange and pink hues. It was a magnificent view to watch nature paint itself naturally, giving itself an ethereal look. His red eyes descended back to their molten brown ones, which slightly wavered now. The golden glow sitting on his face, made him look vulnerable and broken. Something which he hid so perfectly, something that the others failed to notice.

He inhaled deeply that one addictive fading scent. Brushing the pad of his thumb against its heart-shaped locket. "Where are you?" he questioned to himself in a whisper. His heart clenched in being alone for 4 years, while he watched his hyungs and his pack members receive the joy to meet their destined soulmates. Watching his parents and his loved brothers being so happy, pulled him down so much. 

It was true, that he had the many riches and power that other packs lacked. His ways of ruling sprouted joy, warmth, and peacefulness. He was successful in becoming a strong leader with the most affectionate and strong-minded pack members. Who treated each other well and worked together to bring in much-needed strength. He made his father proud, his mother's heart was swelled in pride and adoration, his brothers happy and supportive while his pack had his back. 

But he wanted to feel loved and cared for. 

Not in the way a mother and father loved him.

Nor in the way his brothers and their mates watched over him.

Not in the way his pack members were grateful and loved to be under such a passionate ruler.

But to feel loved for being a great mate.

Be a strong boulder for her to lean on. Through both good and bad.

To be appreciated and loved for his opinions and his personality.

To be the perfect one for his other half.

To be able to fulfill her dreams and take on a journey with her by his side.

To be cared for. Waking up to see her and Sleeping to be cuddled by her warmth.

To be reassured through his flaws and imperfections.

To be praised every day and to feel her love. That he could selfishly have only to himself.

He was a powerful leader of many words. Yet he wanted to be all in her eyes. 

"Come to me..." he pleaded desperately before frustration clouded in his mind. She had been here before. But why had he not sensed her? A deep feeling of dread filled the pit of his stomach. Breathing out loud he got up, looking at the chain on his palm. Clenching his hand to fist gently, he linked his brothers.

"Meet me at the house in 5."

Giving a last glance to the view in front of him, he walked to his house determinedly of getting his mate into his arms. That too, soon.

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