Saudade

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Before Anything.
This is a FANFICTION. As y'all know a figment of my imagination. I don't intend to make y'all hate any of the idols mentioned in the book. On a serious note, none of the characters in my book share the same personality as portrayed in real life. This is just my imagination.

- refers to the deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for someone that one cares for and/or loves..


 Author's POV

It had been almost a year. And he has been drowning in a pit of nothingness and despair with a heavy heart. Watching his pack grow and run around with their mates, so in love had triggered something within him. 


A sense of longing.


A sense of despair.


And lastly the undescribable lack of warmth that ate him up day and night.


It had been a year.


Full of tracking her.


Yet to reach a dead end. By now his hopes were at the edge of shattering. He couldn't cry or be weak. He didn't have that time. His body and mind were solely devoted to keeping his pack safe always. 


He almost reaches the moment of giving up and letting go. Letting her be someone vague and consoling himself to believe that, she was his constant desire for someone that does not and probably cannot exist.


Tears of frustration filled up as he watched out into the richness of his pack. They seemed so lively and in love. Sighing hard he forced himself to look away and rounded back to his table. Slightly smiling at the frame placed on the wooden table. The picture holding a memory a dear memory of the one constant person in his life. He reached to pick it up...


The door suddenly slammed out and a brown-headed male rushed in panting.


"Alpha!"


Wavering doe's eyes drastically changed aura and once he looked up, the male shudder at the strength and power it held. 


"Don't you know how to knock?" he growled at the male who just barged in.


"I'm sorry for interrupting, but there's been a breach in our territory and Beta Taehyung just reached the location. Sending me in be-"


"Then what the fuck are you waiting here for?" he boomed. " Gather Beta Jimin and Hoseok and meet me at the entrance of the packhouse. Now!" he yelled causing the male to vigorously nod his head and rush out.


"Who the fuck messes trying to enter my border..?" he hissed and moved out, letting down his walls.


"Jungkook!"


A gruff voice spoke in through the mind link.


"What is it Taehyung? We are on our way.."


He rushed out as the other Betas stood out waiting for his arrival. All of them bowed as the Alpha's presence was reached out to them.


"It's a baby."


"What?!"


"It's a baby. A fucking three-year-old." Taehyung muttered under his breath.


"Alpha...?" Jimin questioned as they all heard what Taehyung muttered.


"We are on our way. Stay close..."

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