Who am I really?

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Oh my heart
How it breaks
In a million pieces
Choices that I can't stand
Have to be taken
And questions that break me
Must be answered
While my soul
Tears me apart
I am inside out
Broken
Waiting for just the right person
To notice
And come and help me
Pull myself back together
Into just one person
Instead of a million different pieces
People is it that hard to notice?
That shy girl sitting in the back of the class with no friends
Or that girl that makes jokes
And makes everyone laugh
While she stays silent and says what she wants to say with her eyes
Or that girl that is nice to everyone
And beats herself up with every compliment to everyone else
"Wow, you look really nice, wish I looked as good as you."
Yep that's me
A million different pieces
Spread out everywhere
And now all I wonder is
Who am I really?
When I'm one again
Who will I be?
Nobody
Alone
Forgotten
Or
Someone
Loved
Noticed
So many questions
So little time to answer them all
So for now let's just say
I'm a nobody who loves with a broken heart,
And a lonely forgotten girl sitting in the back,
Who just pleads with her eyes to anyone willing to listen

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