I'm sorry I know I ended this story a while back and I haven't been on wattpad for at least a year. I'm a different person than who I used to be when I wrote this, but I have one last thing to say to a very special someone and I want to put it here so she never forgets. I will never let her forget what she did to me and how she changed me, for better or worse I don't care. I want, no, I need this to be out in the open and for her to have a permanent reminder that I will always love her and be there for her no matter what's going on or how much she makes me hate her, never again will I make the same mistake. So here goes nothing.
The world spins
Everyday
We are promised it will never stop spinning
But one day
It does
The day we leave this earth
The world stops spinning for us
Forever
Other times we just want it to stop
Stop spinning
Stop changing
Stop making us suffer
The only problem with this wish
Is that if the world did stop spinning
Even for a second
Then it throws everything off
One second lost in trying to make everything go away
Makes your life worse, not better
Beautiful the day I met you
You made me want for the world to spin
I thought that I would always have you around
So I didn't care if it kept spinning or not
Because I had you
But then you made me think you had turned your back on me
And in that moment
I wanted to make the world stop spinning in the only way I knew how
In all honesty I don't know why I'm still alive
You made me go through living hell
Alone
But now I know
You just wanted to protect me
Your world was about to start spinning in a different direction
And you didn't want to hurt me
Never again will I make the same mistake
Never again will I turn my back
Not even when you make me want for my world to stop spinning
I love you with all of my heart
Lilypad you are the only person in my world
That no matter if you are one foot away
Or a million miles away
I will still love you the way I always have
You made me realize that spinning
Isn't a bad thing sometimes
And I am eternally grateful for that
So next time you try
And make your world stop spinning
Just stop for a moment
And remember that even if our paths never cross again
And even if we never speak a single word to each other again in our life time of spinning
Just remember that there is someone out here
Loving you with all her heart
And I'm not planing on stopping anytime soon
YOU ARE READING
Just Me and My Crazy Thoughts
PoesíaHello, this is my first time with working with watt pad. Or even publishing my work. And just a heads up, this is not boring poetry. I promise, but it is very expressive. So read at your own risk.
