Summer?

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Summer
Isn't that a great word?
Isn't it, suppose to make me happy?
Yes, I guess it is supposed to make me happy
But sadly
It doesn't
I mean
No school=more time with parents that hate me
And school=friends that actually loved me
But now no school=no friends
And it reminds me of how really powerless I am
I can't stop things from happening
I don't control anything on my life
Nothing I do is actually going to be of use
So why am I here?
Alive in this world where I am useless?
Maybe
Just maybe
I'm hear as a joke
Or someone that makes others move forward
While she's stuck where she is
No moving anywhere
Possibly?
Totally

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