I thought nobody loved me
That their was nothing left for me
That I was just a useless piece of nothing left
It was only when it was to late that I realized
What the mistake I had done would cost
Just because I could tip the stool over while standing on it
Doesn't mean I should have
In those last few minutes of consciousness
Next to my favorite tree
While the entire world was rimmed red
I finally was able to see
Even though I couldn't breathe
The thick rope around my neck tight as can be
I was finally able to understand
Even when my brain
Was shutting down for good
I could finally feel what I never felt
That I was someone
Because it was when I was found
Hanging from a tree
Taking my last breathes
That I finally got what it all meant
Someone isn't mattering to others
It mattering to yourself
And so it is when it was to late
To take it all back
That I found myself dying
With the knowledge that I was someone
Even if it only was
For 5 seconds
Before I was gone forever
Into the dark abyss
Oh if only it had not had been
To late
YOU ARE READING
Just Me and My Crazy Thoughts
PuisiHello, this is my first time with working with watt pad. Or even publishing my work. And just a heads up, this is not boring poetry. I promise, but it is very expressive. So read at your own risk.
