Fuck fuck fuck, I need to run run run. I'm not prepare and I'm getting scare
This shit is difficult, I know nothing like always, my Brian is drained, and my thoughts aren't there.
The familiar feeling is creaping me out, knowing what will happend if I don't calm down
That rush is getting bigger and my head is just spinning. I have to kill myself, but im just gonna fell.
I feel observe, like they are wating for me to comite another mistake. What I'm I suppose to do now
I'm not smart im not pretty I'm just a bitch with bad feelings. I wish I was better, but that's something that I just don't get it.
I had to be born this way, now I'm paying the price for my mistakes. Everyone is practicing and I'm jus writing.
Im a disgrace to everyone around me, I don't know how to change it, not sure if I really want to.
I want it but I can't have it. I'm tired and I'm bored of this,But nothing and no one can help me.
My wrist is hurting, its bleeding and I let it. I enjoy the pain I inflicted on me, that's the main problem if you ask me.
But for others I'm the only problem cause I'm the burden in their shoulders, pushing them down, but it's that way somehow.
Exhausted of this emotions, that torment me wherever I go.
Fuck fuck fuck, I have to run run run, away of everything. Shit shit shit I need to scream scream scream, but my voice is empty, I try so Hard but its all fucked up. Just like me
