No matter how hard I try, you'll never leave my thoughts, I really can't move on until you love me more.
But I know you'll leave me here until my brain can be pronounced dead cause I know u don't even care even if my thoughts consume what's left.
The pain you felt for me isn't compare to what you did.
You manipulad me to your behave without guilt on your eyes, then when I flew away you punished me without regret.
Knowing I was alone, knowing I loved you more, I tried to hurt you for you to let me go, but it didn't turned out as I thought.
you didn't let me go even when I beg you to stop this show, I disappeared without looking back but I didn't last long without your heart.
I knew I loved you more when I walked my way back home, never should've done it though and the regret follows me like a ghost.
But here I am begging you to call me back, cause you are like a drug and I can't leave you alone. I hate myself for coming back but I hate you more for giving up.
I wanted to give us a fresh start, you made me believe you like me back, you waited till I told you, to get revenge on how much I loved you. I can't believe you laugh at my face but I can't believe I still felt the same.
Even though you put me in agony I still came back to you, I looked everywhere like a maniac but you didn't want me back. I understood after all this time you where full of lies, and the biggest of all times was the one that broke me inside.
