Nothing & Everything

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Im worried about nothing and my head spinning like a roller-coaster

My worries don't have any place and I'm just loosing my head. It's overwhelming but I have to hold it or I'll make myself a burden.

Be strong, hold it, don't cry cause everyone around u won't understand. And u will only make them suffer over thousands of thoughts that don't make sense, and they are only inside your head.

How can I start to explain the emptiness following around next to the fear and sadness jus like little kid holding hands and jumping around

Sound cute and inocent, I wish it was like that. But I can't Run away no matter what, because it's faster than me and I'm dying cause of this shit.

Keep yourself together. If u lose it everyone around u falls, cause apparently ur not responsable for u but for everyone. They all relay on you, so no pressure at all.

Tell me how u feel. Well that one is the only one that makes sense of all the question I've been ask. I  feel nothing and everything at the same time. How, I don't know , do I care not any more.

I can't do this anymore, I just want a coffe, or die with either I'm Okey. Huh didn't though I'll say I'm Okey anytime soon.

Im dying inside and no one seems to care, but when it's your turn to break I have to be there. But what about me, I'm depressed and it's time for u to accept it. I'm gonna die so help me out a bit and I'll try to live

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